It's 3:17 am, I am lying in my bed and he's at my door looking at me.A black shadow that I've been dying to get out of my room and out my life.
The usual ringing starts to get louder and louder and I could hear my heart pounding as loud in my head. I think about struggling but then I decide not to because I know it won't end well. It never does.
He must have felt pity towards me because he unties me.
And then he's gone. I sit up, all shaky, my heart still pounding loudly. I say to myself that it's all over now, that it's all going to be ok and that maybe it's his last visit. I start calming down.
and then I spend the rest of the night awake wondering why me.
This happened so many times before but every time it has the same effect on me. I want to vent to someone and let it all out but I'm afraid of what people will think of me. I've been living double lives for about a year now. A messed up night life and then I wake up to live a normal teen life, or at least partially normal.
Hey this is my first attempt on wattpad I hope u like it. Let me what you think
PS:I'm sorry,I probably have so many mistakes .i'm not a native speaker so let me know if i miss-wrote a word or something.
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Why Not Me
Kurgu OlmayanSomewhere along the way, we have became convinced that life should be all good,at all times.So when Life throws hardships at us, we often ask:Why me? We start thinking that it's something we did along the way and we get determinated to blame ourselv...
