I been out lately because I just ain't feeling it between me and Liyah no more for some reason.
Even our kids be asking where I'm at because I'm barely home or I come home when all of them are sleep.
No we haven't been arguing it's just we never have sex no more, we don't talk anymore and our marriage is just boring.
She also insecure as fuck too.
My phone rang
I seen the caller ID and it said Nikki. If y'all don't remember Nikki. She was the girl at the ice cream shop about 12 years ago.
I still got her number and me and her been hooking up for about a couple months now.
She knows about Maliyah and my kids. To be honest Nikki not the type that'll be a home wrecker. She the perfect side chick because she keep quiet, don't post shit bout me on social media, understands when I gotta go, you know what im sayin ?
I pressed answer.
"Waddup" I asked.
"Nothing just calling to check up on you and see if you ok" she said in a soft tone.
Another thing I like about Nikki is she a really caring person. Liyah don't see if I'm ok anymore or even check up on me.
"Oh shit nothing really Im just driving around" I said.
"Come over, you got something on your mind?" She asked concerned.
"Yeah a lot of shit. Imma be there in 5" I said genuinely needing someone to be for me.
"Ok we can talk. See you then." She hung up.
Im in love with my wife but Nikki just gives me more. I swear Im not doing this to be malicious, it's just I really need someone but I feel alone. I can't even come to my wife about shït no more.
I drove over to Nikki one story house.
It was pretty decent. It wasn't in the highest class of neighborhoods but it was just her in it anyway.
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I texted her that I was outside and she texted back with a "ok"
I made my way to her doorstep and she immediately opened the door lettin me in.
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(I couldn't find the original girl's Instagram or TikTok so I changed Nikki's Character. We need diversity anyways)
"Hey boo" she smiled as she closed the door.
"Wassuh. I just got so much on my mind that I wanna talk bout but I can't talk about it to my wife because I just feel like she not listening man" I put my hands on my head.
"I'm listening. Talk to me" she sat on the couch with her legs crisscrossed.
I nodded.
"It's just shit dealing with work and I lost so many people in my life. Like close friends and shit. I used to pour my feelings out to them and now they gone. I got my wife but she barely there for me anymore" I shook my head.
"Yeah I completely get where you coming from. Yo friends was yo gateway to peace almost like they was yo personal human diary and now that they gone and yo wife not there for you, you feel alone" she nodded.
I nodded too
"Exactly. She always focused on her hair business and when she not focused on that she focused on our daughters. Which I'm not upset about but when am I ever gone spend time with my wife...emotionally we not together but physically we are. That's why I come to you because you feel that void" I kept it real with her.
You can tell that rubbed her the wrong way but like I said Nikki not the messy type. She know her place.
"Of course. A lot of people do that when they don't get any attention from their spouse. It's normal. Do you think we should stop seeing each other if y'all rekindle ?" She looked at me a little sad.
"Yeah unfortunately" I look at her body that I knew I was gone miss.
She was so gorgeous and she always smelled good.
"One last time ?" She said with hope.
"One last time" I nodded obliging and going to unzip my pants.
Instead of hopping right on she decided to get my dick wet.
Her head wasn't like Maliyah's and her pussy damn sure wasn't but she was just a filler for the void I had.
I let her suck me up, but I just kept on thinking about Maliyah and what we used to have.
We got 2 kids and we been married for almost 13 years.
I want my family back but first I gotta come clean.
I sat there emotionless to what she was doing to my body.
My mind just kept thinking about Maliyah doing it.
I miss that trick she always use to do while sucking my dick.
After she was done sucking me, she rode me regularly and reverse cowgirl.
It was ok but not Maliyah's.
I miss her so much hopefully we don't get a divorce because of this shit.
I had my reasons but I should've said something first.
Nikki
Yeah I like Ace, I'm kinda in love with him but I know I have to stay in my lane.
When him and his wife get in to it again or if he feels like she's not listening, he gone come back to me and give me that dick again.
In a way I feel like he addicted to me because he keeps on coming back.
