WHAT LOVE WILL DO 2

Chapter 40

Lei

We was at school and I was going to 4th period, a class me and Laysia both share.

I didn't see her in a couple days.

I was a lil worried about her because she hasn't came to school at all or if she did I never seen her.

About 20 minutes pass and the door opens.

I saw Laysia.

She looked down and depressed. 

"Aye when you gone let me fuck ?" Some nigga asked.

"LANGUAGE" the teacher said.

"Right tho I'm tryna see what that's about" another nigga said and they dapped up.

She looked like she was gone cry and she locked eyes with me.

She shook her head then left the classroom.

I felt bad.

"Mrs. Desser can I go to the restroom ?" I asked.

"Yeah sweetie go ahead" she smiled at me and nodded.

She sweet but she don't do no type of disciplinary action.

I speed walked a lil to see when Laysia went.

I didn't see her no where in the halls so I searched the bathrooms.

Every one on each wing of the school.

I finally got to the last one to check.

"Where tf is she ?" I frowned and went inside.

I checked 5 of the 6 stalls.

When I got to the 6th one I seen Laysia tryna hang her self with her shirt.

"Laysia stop wtf ?" I yelled.

Laysia

I couldn't take it anymore.

I was tired.

All the name calling, the cat calls, Lei hating me and wishing I would die, I had enough.

I ended up just going to the bathroom and untying my flannel that I had around my waist.

I was pretty short so I needed the toilet to boost me up so that I could tie one sleeve to the top of the stall.

I tied it on there and tied the other sleeve around my neck.

I started to think about my life again and I cried.

"Do it" I told my self.

I was finna jump of the toilet until I heard the stall open.

I forgot to lock it.

"Laysia stop wtf ?" Lei said coming up to me instantly.

"No get off me I wanna die. Let me die" I cried.

I was so done with life.

"Stop saying that. I'm not gone let you die" she said frantically taking off the shirt from around my neck

She pulled me to her and hugged me.

I wanted that hug to last forever.

I broke down.

"Please just let me" I broke down harder.

"No never. Stop saying that please" Lei started crying.

We sat on the bathroom floor crying and holding each other.

Lei

I felt like shit.

Now I'm scared to leave her.

That scared the shit outta me, I never seen someone tryna kill they self.

I cant.

I held her and thought about everything that happened.

A little flashback came and I said I hope she dies.

Tears rolled down my face rapidly.

"Noooo" I held her tighter.

I love her so much.

"Please promise me. DONT do that again please ??" I looked at her in her eyes.

"I....promise" she hesitated.

"No I need you to mean it" I told her.

"I promise" she nodded crying.

I don't know why but I kissed her passionately.

It was a kiss out of love...not lust.

I love that girl so much. No matter what I don't want her going through this shit alone.

We both pulled away and looked in each other's eyes.

I saw hurt, pain, regret, sadness, and anxiety in hers.

We definitely need to talk about this and I need to help her with this exposing situation as well.