WHAT LOVE WILL DO 2

Chapter 4

Carter

"You funny as fuck" I laughed.

"Nah fr like who the fuck does that stupid shit ? Like how you gone ask a girl out then make her pay ? That shit weird" she said.

She was talking about a scene off a movie she was watching on Netflix.

I know she probably told y'all how imma dog ass nigga and how I always play females, which is true, but I see something different in Nini. Like something no other female got.

It's just a nigga don't wanna get his hopes up because I did before and ended up getting cheated on in the worst way.

One of my "niggas" was a two-faced ass mf and was jealous as fuck of me. He ended up fucking my girl and not just him, they ran a train on the hoe. She was talking about how she really wasn't even feeling me for real and how she felt like I was playing her, but in actual reality I loved that girl. I bought her clothes, shoes, everything, but I mean fuck it.

"You funny folks" My laughter died down as I admired her face a little bit.

She was gorgeous, but what if she just like my ex.

"What ?" She shifted uncomfortably in her seat.

"Nothing you just pretty as fuck" I shrug.

"Thank you" she slightly smiled and blushed.

Her cute ass tried to hide it but I can read people pretty damn well.

"So tell me about yoself ? Wanna play 20 questions or something ?" I licked my lips.

Her eyes darted to them.

"Yeah you start" she licks her as well but more seductively and shifts in her seat so she's she has all my attention.

Damn she fine.

"Aight what's something that you strive to be ?" I asked genuinely interested.

"I strive to be an independent, successful, wealthy registered nurse" she smiles.

You can tell that's something she's passionate about.

"You gone be my nurse one day ?" I smirk.

"Maybe" she smirks back.

"Aight your turn killa" I say.

"What's something you regret?" She asked.

My mind instantly goes to my last relationship.

I paused for a second and looked off to the side.

"Giving somebody my heart that didn't deserve it" Once I finished I looked back at her.

She looked real interested in what I meant, like she wanted to know.

"You don't gotta talk about it, but I'm sorry if I made a bad memory come to yo mind" she looked sorry.

"Nah I'll explain" I started off.

She gave me her full undivided attention.

"So um it was this girl that I cherished for 2 years of my life, yeah we was toxic and we argu-" I paused as Nehlani wiped off some mayo that I had on the side of my lip that I didn't even know I had.

She nodded for me to continue once she was done.

"Yeah though we was toxic and we fought all the time, that didn't make me love her any less you know ? Then maybe like a couple months after our 2 year anniversary word got out that she stepped out. She cheated on me with one of my friends and also got a train ran on her" I paused.

She gasped but not too dramatic.

"When I confronted her about it she told me she wasn't feeling me anymore and the reason why she did it was that she felt like I was playing her, but I wasn't. I was loyal as fuck to that girl. Buying her everything, I even bought her a 24 ct diamond promise ring and necklace. I loved her. Sad thing about it is, it happened last year when I was 16. So to be honest I just started this hoeing shit" He shrugged. 

"I didn't know that happened to you, I honestly thought you was just doing that shit just to do it but you really was just hurt and was trying treat hoes how she treated you." She rubbed my hand that was on the table.

Her hands so soft.

"Yeah that's exactly what I do, but I'm willing to stop once that right person comes into my life" I look in her eyes.

I wanted Nehlani, but honestly and truthfully I was scared. I can tell she not that type, but my ex didn't seem like that type and look what happened.

I don't know man, I don't know.