For some reason we had to go back to school to return our chrome books.
It's literally June why tf they just now thinking about these things.
I got ready to go.
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Some might say I was overdressed but I did plan on taking pictures after I came back soooo stfu.
On my way their I let my thoughts overflow my mind.
As soon as I started to think about Lei I pulled up to the school.
I got the chrome book and entered the school.
It was a line.
Of course nobody liked me because of what happened earlier in the school year but I wasn't bothered.
I just stood in line on my phone until it was my turn to sign off my computer.
Lei
We had to go return our chrome books.
The annoying thing about it is we had to get up at 7:30 because it's open from 8:30 to 9:30 like...
Morning sickness was pissing me off.
I got ready.
I think I looked pretty decent.
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My stomach didn't have a pudge so I was completely ok with wearing a crop top.
I made my way over there and it was a line.
So I gotta stay here longer than expected.
Ughhh.
Just glancing in the line I say Laysia.
I wanted to talk to her but she probably hates me.
Looking at her I instantly got sad.
She probably felt like somebody was looking at her because she looked up.
She locked eyes with me but I just put my head down and walked to the back of the line.
I would periodically glance at her because she was so fine...
I just wanted to eat her but...yeah.
After about 15 minutes I finally returned this thing and I was finna get ready to go.
"Lei-" I heard somebody call after me.
I turned around and it was Laysia.
I was happy she said my name let alone talk to me.
"Huh ?" I began to get nervous.
"You wanna go out for breakfast ? And talk about the situation ?" She asked.
"Ye- Yeah" I shook my head stuttering.
"Cool. We can go to IHOP. Meet you there" She said as she walked away from me.
I was kinda sad she blew me off like that but I could understand.
Ihop was one of my cravings.
So I wasn't mad about the food choice.
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Me and her sat down at our booth.
"How you feeling" She looked at my stomach then me.
"Better. I'm not throwing up or nothing anymore" I gave her a closed mouth smile.
"That's good, does he know ?" She asked.
I shook my head.
"Why ?" She asked.
"Because I don't know how to tell him." I said.
"Mmm so what do you plan on doing with the baby ?" She asked.
"Are we just gone interrogate me or are we gone talk about the situation ?" I frowned.
"You right I'm sorry. But you hurt me. I cheated to but not with my own cousin" she said loudly.
"Could you keep yo voice down ?" I looked at her like she was crazy
"You should understand why I'm upset Leilani" She said.
"I do understand why you upset. I just want you to be there for me. I haven't told my parents yet. I don't wanna be alone when I tell them I need you" I said tearing up.
She was looking in my eyes
We were both looking in each other's eyes.
I was trying to find forgiveness and she was probably trying to find truthfulness.
We stayed like that for a couple minutes actually.
"Ok I'll be there when you tell them" She nodded.
A smile crept on my face.
"Thank you so much" I said.
"Welcome" She said.
Our food ended up coming and we devoured it.
I guess we both are hungry.
"Laysia ?" I asked as I drunk my water.
"Huh ?" She asked.
"You think we have a chance of getting back together ?" I asked nervously.
"Honestly Lei. I don't think so. Maybe when we both get ourselves together and find a common ground but right now is definitely not a good time or even months down the line. It's just not a good look seriously." She said.
I wanted to tear up but I didn't.
I was just even more sad.
"Ok" I kept it simple and put my head down.
"Lei. I wanna be with you baby I really do but you got stuff going on with you right now. I'd rather be yo best friend for right now until we get back together. Right now you need support, not a relationship." She told me.
