Syzygy(Reverse harem) -BTS Fanfiction-

Debut day.

June 13 2013

After months and months of hard work the time has finally come. Life was hard these part few months but it wasn't anything I couldn't endure. Today I get to prove myself, I jumped on the balls of me feet, nervous about what was about to happen.

"Are you ready?" Namjoon asked snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Hopefully"  I answered along with the others.

I looked at myself in the mirror, I had a black graphic T-shirt loosely tucked into black shorts that reached the middle of my thighs. Fishnets were everywhere; on my arms on my legs everywhere. I wore stomper boots which were heavy on my feet.

A gold choker adorned my neck, although it was very light it felt heavy on me. My outfit made me feel uncomfortable. "Eunkyung!" Aecha unnie yelled for me.

I went to her and sat on the chair in front of her. She started doing my make-up, my nose twitching at the chocolate-y smell of everything. She had done what she had called a smokey eye on me, she painted my lips with a bright red and admired her work.

"You look like an Idol now."She said I blushed at the compliment and looked at the mirror. All my acne scars were covered up along with my dark circles. I smiled at my reflection loving how I looked so confident.

"You look amazing!"Namjoon yelled from behind also getting his make up done.

The second our glam-up finished all of us ran to each other creating a small circle in the middle of the already small green room.

"This is what we've been dreaming about for our whole lives and we're finally here, don't be scared of the cameras or anything and carry yourselves confidently like we practiced. There is no room for mistakes, atleast not this time." Namjoon said extending his hand to middle of our circle at the end.

We placed our hands on top of his.

"Bang bang!" He started.

"Bangtan!" We yelled in unison giggling at the end about how childish it seemed.

All our staff wished us good luck as we stepped on to the stage, we took our places and waited for the music to start. The second the music stated I lost myself in it. Dancing in sync with others and dancing rhythmically.

All my worries and concerns disappeared, and before I realized it I was addicted, I was on cloud nine with how overwhelming and blissful everything felt, and I knew, I knew it in my soul that this is where I was meant to be.

This was my destiny and this was my fate. This is who I was meant to be.

It was soon my verse and I went to the center, the lyrics flowed out of my mouth like it was second nature, I was so immersed in it that I didn't notice that the cheers had decreased. I didn't notice that most of the people stopped encouraging me.

I was so immersed that I forgot the most important part of performing. I failed in making the audience happy. I failed on my first day, but I hadn't noticed that for I was in the seventh heaven, for I hadn't noticed because I was selfish.

I finished my verse and went back to my position on the side dancing my heart out to 'We Are Bulletproof  PT.2'. Before I could process the ending of the first song the second one had started, 'No More Dream' a personal favorite of mine.

A small smile crept onto my face as I danced the wind hitting me in all the right places, hair flying in all the right directions and unbeknownst to me, I looked like a queen. The black and gold theme accentuating it.

And when my verse came on again, finally the audience cheered, not for my flow not for my voice but for how I looked and that's when I subconsciously decided that no matter what, I should look perfect.

I hadn't noticed it, but at that point I started hurting myself.

The song had ended and the lights faded off, we were hurried of the stage and into the waiting room. Our stylists came in and wiped our sweat and touched up our make up. Me, Seokjin, Namjoon, Jeongguk and Jimin sat on the on the couch in the front. Yoongi, Hoseok and Taehyung sat on the back couch.

"Introduce yourselves." The interviewer said.

"Bang Tan," Namjoon started.

"Annyeonghaseyo Bangtan Sonyeondan imnida." All of us said in unison doing the intro that would soon turn out to be cringe. 

"Annyeonghaseyo I'm Jeongguk, the youngest in Bangtan. I'm in charge of dancing an singing." He introduced.

"Annyeonghaseyo I'm J-HOPE, I'm in charge of rapping, dancing and singing. Just like my name, I'm the hopeful one." He said with a giggle.

"Annyeonghaseyo I'm Jimin, I'm in charge of the dancing and the vocal." He said smiling kindly.

"Annyeonghaseyo I'm V, I'm a vocalist in Bangtan." He shortly said.

"Annyeonghaseyo I'm RAP MONSTER, I'm the leader, and just like my name I'm in charge of rapping." He quickly said slightly waving his hands around as he spoke.

"Annyeonghaseyo I'm SUGA , I'm in charge of rapping." He shortly answered nervous at the fact that the spotlight was on him.

"Annyeonghaseyo I'm Jin, the oldest in BTS I'm the vocalist." He said slightly smiling at the camera.

"Annyeonghaseyo I'm Rosuto, and I'm a rapper and im in charge of the lyrics." I said making direct eye contact with the camera.

"What kind of group is BTS?" The interviewer asked.

"BTS is a hip hop group, although there are many idols doing hip hop, we will do the most authentic hip hop music." I answered just like we practiced.

"What kind of song is 'We Are Bulletproof PT.2' ?" They questioned.

"'We Are Bulletproof PT.2' is an extension of the same name song that we made ourselves in 2010, we made the 'Part.1' while we were training saying "we are the best" full of spirit. After 3 years we made 'PT.2' which is a blood-sweating work" Yoongi answered.

"What kind of title song is 'No More Dream'?" They questioned.

"'No More Dream' is our title song. Gangster rap hot in the 90's revived with the emotion of 2013. It might remind you of Dr. Dre's 'Deep Cover'. The song asks teenagers,"What is your dream?" "  He explained.

"What is the goal of BTS in the future?" They asked

"Our short range plan is to win the Best new artist award, it means alot to cause it's only for rookies. And we want people to think of us right away when it comes to Hip Hop idols." Namjoon answered again.

Our job is to sit straight and smile as Namjoon spoke, we decided that Namjoon would speak and answer most of the questions as he was the leader. We got up and bowed to everyone in the room excusing ourselves as we left.

All it took was one look at each other and we started crying. Tears spilled out of eyes uncontrollably, we hugged each other as we jumped in circles. "We did it!" We cheered. 

We went out to dinner with the staff that day and Aecha unnie finally convinced me to go shopping with her. The second we finished dinner I went to Bang-PD,"Appa- I mean PD-nim I'd like meet Eunju."

"Did you just call me appa?!" He exclaimed.

I shyly nodded and looked at the ground,"I won't if you don't want me to."

He shook his head frantically,"No, don't stop. I like it." I nodded and gave him a hug. We separated and he asked,"Why do want to see that woman? That too, on such a happy day?"

I smiled at him and answered,"She needs to see that I can be better person without her."