Syzygy(Reverse harem) -BTS Fanfiction-

Apologize.

Hoseok POV

I paced in my shared room with Eunkyung, it was almost midnight and she isn't home. The others went to sleep since they were tired, I never slept unless Eunkyung was in the room. I was scared, she wasn't mentally stable and everyone knew that.

"I shouldn't have ignored her," I muttered.

I stayed up, feeling restless, and finally, around two am I heard the main door open. Soft footsteps approached me, and as soon as I recognized them as Eunkyung's, my heart jumped with relief.

I pulled the door open and tugged her inside closing it behind my back, I quickly checked her wrists and her body for injuries, "Hoseok-shi stop." She said annoyance lacing her tone.

"Do you know how worried I was?!" I questioned.

She scoffed and crossed her hands, "You don't get to be worried. You literally ignored me for half a month and now you act all concerned?"

"Eun—"

"No, don't 'Eunkyung' me. I didn't deserve anything you put me through. It was torture waking up hoping you would talk to me, only to be crushed seconds later! You hurt me, don't act like you're the bigger person here. You didn't even tell me why you were angry with me, you just left!"

"I'm sorry."

"That's all you have to say?! I—hate you." She whispered choking on the last part.

I was engulfed by guilt; what have I been doing? I claimed that I felt responsible for her, I claimed that I would take care of her. I was a failure, "Eunkyung-ah I'm really am sorry. I didn't know you felt like that."

"You pulled me away from Eunju and Myungdae promising me a better life, but what have you done differently? You're just like them—"

"Eunkyung!" She was cut off.

"You've taken it too far, I understand that you're angry with Hoseok and honestly you have all rights to be. That does not mean you should compare Hoseok to them!" Namjoon bellowed. 

Shock filled me at those words, "You're just like them" my heart stung and my breathing halted. My eyes blurred with tears, I fell to my knees as tears cascaded down my face. "I'm sorry Eunkyung! I'm so fucking sorry. I never meant to make you feel that way, I hate myself for doing that to you. I swear I'll be better."

"Hoseok-shi please get up." She whispered.

"Eunkyung he apologized, I think it's your turn." Namjoon prompted.

"I apologize but I won't forgive you, get up Hoseok." She said louder.

I couldn't, how could I? I was utterly ashamed of myself. Eunkyung approached my shaking form, she held me by shoulders and helped me to my feet. "I still didn't get my explanation." 

"Namjoon you can leave, thank you for helping," I whispered.

Eunkyung turned towards him and nodded, "I'll be right outside the second I hear more yelling. I'm running back in here." He warned.

She shook her head, "No more yelling."  He smiled and left the room giving us both of the privacy we needed.

"I don't how to put it in words, Eun." I croaked

"Throw it out and I'll make it make sense." She encouraged.

"I talked to you first, I encouraged you from leaving your house. I held you first, I was supposed to be there from you, protect you from everything including your own mind. But that day in Jeon's residence, I failed." I wheezed.