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Eunkyung POV

School ended surprisingly fast and I was terrified of meeting PD-nim, what if he hates me for getting into trouble on the first day? What if he doesn't take me in after getting to know about my family? Insecurities swirled on my head making me feel super uncomfortable.

I saw Jeongguk walking in front of me, I ran up to him and asked, "Are you sure PD-nim will talk to Mr.Byun for me?" He nodded pushing my suspicions aside. I took a deep breath and walked to the gates with him. 

I spotted Namjoon and smiled at him, Jeongguk took hold of my hand and lead me to him, I started taking deep breaths not wanting to blush in front of them. Namjoon stepped forward and waved at me, "Hello~ If you don't mind can I ask you a question?" 

I gulped and pulled a fake smile as I nodded, hiding the anxiety that was bubbling up inside me, "Sure, go ahead Namjoon-ssi." He raised his hand to his neck and I flinched out of reflex.

( AN: I ALWAYS DO THIS IN REAL LIFE AHHH!)

He looked at me confused and I quickly diverted the topic, "You were saying?" He slowly nodded his head and continued, "Did you tell your family yet? Or should we come?" He questioned.

"Oh! You don't need to come, it's fine, when I asked you it was late at night and I wasn't thinking properly." I replied hastily. He raised his hands defensively, I held in the urge to flinch and just closed my eyes for a second before looking back at him, "No no I didn't mean like that, I was just asking." 

I smiled at him and said, "Well, actually it's fine you don't need to come." He gave me a tight-lipped smile and nodded. He moved to the side and pointed at someone behind him, "This Bang-Si Hyuk but you can just call him PD-nim." I tilted my head trying to look at him.

Namjoon sucked a breath and moved to the side, the second I saw him I gave him a full 90-degree bow introducing myself, "안녕하세요 I'm Le-Choi Eunkyung but I go by Rosuto, I will try my best and beyond while working under you." 

He lifted me by my shoulders and said, "I appreciate the respect, but you don't need to bow down near me, think of us as friends." I smiled at him and said, "I would love that, but I'd rather stick with the honorifics, as to not have future disagreements." 

He nodded and asked, "Let's talk to this teacher of yours then we'll have you sign the contract is that fine?" 

"More than fine" I replied.

We quickly finished all the school stuff and headed to the building," This is Big Hit entertainment, I know it's not much but it's home." Jeongguk introduced. I looked up the average-sized building and patted Jeongguk's back.

We headed straight to PD-nim's room and sat in the chairs, Jeongguk and Namjoon left to practice which left me and PD-nim in the office. He handed me a stack of papers and looked at me. 

I quickly sifted through everything and honestly, it wasn't a 'slave contract' as I expected it to be. I signed on the bottom and looked at him. 

"You're a minor right?" He questioned. I quickly answered, "Yes PD-nim." He looked around the room nervously and looked at me, "I'm gonna need you parents to sign here in that case." I felt distraught, parents as in plural. I don't have parents, I have one parent.

I looked at him sadly and asked, "Is one parent enough?" His eyes widened in realization before saying, "Yes, one parent is also enough." I nodded and said, "Well can I just start training today, like right now? That is if you don't mind." 

He nodded and told me to follow him, he led me into a dance practice room it smelt disgusting, it smelt like sweat and body odor!

"Boys meet Choi Eunkyung, the new addition to the group!" He introduced. I smiled and bowed, "안녕하세요 I'm Choi Eunkyung, but I go by Rosuto!"

"Well I'll leave you to the introductions by yourself-" He pointed to the boys before continuing, "I hope you guys treat her well and start her up on the dances" He looked at me one last time and smiled.

He patted my back a proceeded to leave. I bowed again and introduced myself again. "I'd appreciate it if guys referred to me as Rosuto," I added.

Everyone nodded and a few of them came up to me, the first one looked majestic!

He was literally built to be an idol, his face looked perfect, perfect skin, perfectly plump lips, perfection at its best. His face was the definition of symmetrical, if I had to define idol visuals, I think I'd say this guy. His broad shoulders and out-of-the-world proportions, made me think of him as the ideal human, as my ideal type, competing with Jungo-Jeongguk.

I realized that I zoned out again and looked at him for the sake of listening rather than admiring.

"Well that's it about me, I guess." I internally panicked as I spoke, "I'm sorry I-"

"Zoned out again?" Namjoon questioned. I gave him a tight-lipped smile.

He walked up to me and tried to pet my hair, my stupid brain didn't register it as affection, I quickly raised my hands to cover my head, before I spoke in my defense, "I'm really sorry, I promise I won't do it again! I really didn't mean to! I zone out a lot due to my ADHD I swear I won't do it!"

My eyes darted around the room, reading everyone's facial expressions, Hoseok looked disappointed, Namjoon looked horrified, Jeongguk's face was filled with concern, Yoongi looked sad and the guy I met and the other two looked confused.

"I wasn't going to hit you? Why would I hit you?" I awkwardly chuckled as I stood back normally. "I don't know, reflex I guess? But let's just ignore that and continue with introductions." I quickly spoke wondering if they'd brush aside what just happened.

"Rosuto no, we are not going to ignore that! We are going to your house right now and talking to your family." Hoseok stated. I bit my lip nervously before I tried to smile and say something, but Hoseok beat me to it.

"No, Rosuto you can't smile, I've met you like yesterday, but that won't change the fact that you're part of us now, and I will do everything in my power to protect you and I'm sure the others feel the same!"

"Is this what real affection feels like?" I wondered to myself, and for some unbeknownst reason, I didn't defend my family, I didn't protect them, now realizing how fucked up it all was.

I nodded not realizing how wet my face was, "We'll go-We'll go to my hom-house, but promise me you'll let me talk to her first." I said while correcting the word home, it wasn't home in more, it was just some random house that I clearly didn't belong in.

He walked to me and gave me tight hug, and for the first time, I didn't flinch. For he gave me hope, that maybe just maybe, I'll be able to survive this mess.



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AN

I know I said I wont update 'till my finals are over, but I got bored...

I use 안녕하세요 to make the dialogue sound more formal, I hope you guys understand.

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