Syzygy(Reverse harem) -BTS Fanfiction-

Don't you remember?

Eunkyung

I shoveled the food into my mouth, "I'm so tired." I mumbled. I quickly finished my food knowing that the boys were staring at me, "I'm gonna go sleep." I said as I put my dishes in the sink.

I speed walked to my designated room, "Fuck." I whispered. 

Embarrassment filled my form as I thought back to the events that took place, "Ugh! I hate myself." I decided to change out from my outfit and wear my normal sweats, I quickly changed and pounced onto the soft bed. I moaned at it's softness, it had been such a long time since I felt a soft mattress beneath me, scratch that I never had a soft mattress.

I pulled the soft covers over me and settled deep into the warmth. The exhaustion from today started settling into my bones, I shuffled around looking for a comfortable position and when I finally found it I let my body fall into a deep slumber.

"Euunkkyyuuunngg~" I heard my brother's voice called out. I was running through the never ending maze and no matter which turn I took his footsteps would resonate from behind me. "You can't hide from me!" He hissed from behind me. Tears spilled down my face choking me in the process.

I was terrified my surrounding grew darker and darker and there was nothing I could do to my help myself. Like always I was stuck, I couldn't breathe. Myungdae suddenly materialized in front of me, smirking at me with malicious intent.

"Please Myungdae let me go." I begged dropping to my knees at his mercy, my throat grew tighter by the minute. "Please!" I choked out.

My clothes were being ripped off of my body, being strewn all over the place. "NO! NO! NO!" I was startled awake, hands on my body, "GET OFF! DON'T TOUCH ME!" I kicked my legs wanting the hands off of me.

"Eunkyung it's me, It's Namjoon. I'm here for you. Open your eyes Eun." A familiar voice pleaded, I couldn't stop yelling I had to protect myself some or the other way. "EUN! OPEN YOUR EYES!" , my eyes snapped open to find Namjoon holding on to my hands.

"Joonie!" I wailed as I got up. "He was here, he was going to hurt me!" I sobbed. "No, Eun. He isn't here, he's in jail right now. He'll never get to you, me and the others will make sure of that." I nodded at him still having difficulty to breathe.

"Here." Namjoon said as he handed my inhaler. He handed me a bottle of water right after, "Will you be okay?" He questioned softly. I shook my head wiping the tears from my face, "I'll be right back, settle into your bed." He left immediately, anxiety raced through my mind and body. Soon enough he was back with a pillow and a blanket.

He tsked at my still sitting form, he slowly pushed me onto the soft surface and placed the blanket on me. He tucked me in and sat beside me gently patting my hair, "Relax Eun, I'll lull you to sleep." And I listened I let my tense muscles loose.

He started humming a soft melody, and soon lyrics followed although I couldn't understand what he was saying but it was soothing me and calming me down, his breathy voice was truly lulling me to sleep, and before I knew the song ended.

"What do the words mean?" I questioned sleepily.

"You'll understand soon, for now go to sleep." he answered, I nodded brushing my head against his palm. My mind finally drifted off into a peaceful slumber. 

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I woke up, and rubbed the sleep from my face. I pulled my feet of the bed, ready to get ready for the face to find Namjoon sleeping on the floor. I yelped as I pulled my feet back up. The sound of feet thudding made it's way to my room.

The door burst open, and there stood the rest of the boys looking around the room for any sort of danger with their eyes blown wide. "Eun are you okay?" Yoongi oppa questioned stepping over Namjoon.

I nodded and pointed at Namjoon oppa, "I was just startled by his presence." Namjoon oppa had gotten up due to the commotion, "What do you mean?" He groggily questioned. My face twisted into one of confusion, "I mean what are you doing here?" I asked.

"Eh? Don't you remember your nightmare?" He asked.

"Nightmare? What nightmare?" I asked again.

"You mean you don't remember you yelling on the top of your lungs?" He sounded out now fully awake.

I shook my head looking at the boys, "I screamed?" I said confusion lacing my voice.

"Wait Eun. Do you remember that night?" Jimin oppa asked once again.

"What night?!" I said frustatedly.

Awkward silence filled the room, "Did you guys drink at night? Half of you are underage." I said wanting to get rid of the silence. They looked at each other, "Do you not remember how you lost your glasses?" I nodded, "I misplaced them somewhere." I answered confidently.

They slowly shook their heads, "Eunkyung..." Jimin oppa said sorrow lacing his tone.

"You lost them while trying to attempt." Jeongguk corrected.

I let out an awkward chuckle, "Attempt...what?" Tears threatened to fall out of everyone's eyes but mine, "What is wrong with you guys?" 

"You lost them, while attempting...suicide." Hobi oppa voiced out.

Tears fell from my face, "What? This never happened?! Why are you lying?!" 

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AN

sorry for disappearing I was mentally very unstable these past few months