I packed my things and bid goodbye to my mom and brother. I walked back to the alley and knocked on the door.The ahjussi simply opened the door this time. I wasn't in the mood for games.
He held my shoulder and turned me around. "This is the 4th time you came here after your slot Rosuto, why are you here?" He asked. I smiled and said, "Like always, I'm not gonna tell you." He patted my back and lead me to the back room.
I personally loved the back room. It was a shade of grey, there were couches in the corner. Keyboards and guitars lined the wall. Some one always burned sage in the room giving it an earthly smell.
(AN: listen to sage by ritviz/ STREAM LIFE GOES ON)(I JUST LISTENED TO THE WHOLE ALBUM, SO IN CONCLUSION STREAM BE!)
I placed my bag near the couch and picked up a guitar. I strummed it a few times. "What am I feeling right now?" I pondered out loud. I strummed it one more time and wandered over to the piano.
I put the guitar down. I rubbed my hands together and laid my hands on the keys.
(Imagine that eunkyung played this/ wrote it.)
I poured my emotions through the keys thinking of a few lyrics here and there. My fingers danced on top gracefully. Tears streamed down my face remembering the time when Mom threw my first keyboard out.
It was my first love.
My only love.
I didn't need my eyes open, I knew where every key was, I knew exactly what note each key played.
I knew the keyboard.
I feared the day my family would find out that I was so deeply in love with the abstract concept of music. The term love in itself was so vague, but I knew, I knew I was destined for greatness, I was fated to music. For I had truly loved it.
I gracefully lifted my hands of the keyboard as I hit the last few notes. I quickly got up and walked to my bag. I rummaged through my bag looking for a tiny note pad where I wrote all my lyrics.
I pulled it out along with my pencil and touched it on the paper. I wrote a few lines and then I was lost. I knew what I was feeling, I knew what I wanted to say, but I didn't know how to make it sound touching.
I heard the door of the room creak open. My eyes widened as Runch Randa walked in. I quickly threw my notepad and bowed,"안녕하세요 I'm Rosuto."
He smiled and said, "Yeah I've heard" I was completely lost when he was speaking my attention only on his dimples and cheeks. They way they moved or appeared when he smiled. I was completely lost in his beauty. The tiny slit on his eyebrow, the way his eyes would crinkle and then widen, how he'd hide his smile while talking, how his cheeks grew redder by the second I noticed everything about him.
Damn, he was a very very beautiful man.
He waved his hands in front of my face, "Are you listening Rosuto-shi?" he enquired.
"Huh? Um, could you please repeat what you said, I—um zoned out" I replied embarrassed. He nodded and repeated,
"Me and a friend of mine, Bang-PD, we're planning on making a Hip-Hop group, and we came scouting for a rapper, we didn't plan on it being a girl but seeing you battle with Gloss was to say the least amusing, so we wanna give you a chance."
I smiled wide and pointed towards me,"I was chosen?!" The confusion hit me I dropped my hand and asked,"But I lost?"
He chuckled and said, "But you were neck to neck for 23.47 minutes without stuttering, you're exactly what we need, so if you're interested, you're in, but you have to talk about details to Bang-PD. How did you know Gloss' name is Yoongi?"
He questioned all of a sudden. I was caught off guard, "I personally don't remember where I exactly heard it, but I remember making an educated guess on stage." I answered truthfully. He laughed and nodded.
"I guess it's time for you to go home, so I'll get outta your hair." He said as he walked out. I ran to him and asked,"Um, I know this is a lot I'm asking from you considering the fact that we just met right now, but will you come to house when I tell my mom and brother about what you just told me?"
I asked unsure of what his reaction will be.
He patted my shoulder and said,"Sure I'll bring Yoongi with me too!" I smiled and ushered him out of the room. I got back to writing my lyrics and tweaking the chords here and there.
(Timeskip Bought to you by the fact she's 16)
(STREAM !!!!)
I wasn't even close to being finished with the song although I had rough idea of what I wanted it to be. I looked at my wristwatch,"2.53!"
I started packing all my stuff. I got up and ran outta the place. I ran and ran until I spotted the library.
I dropped my bag near my usual seat and quickly picked up a random encyclopedia and opened a random page. I wiped the sweat of off my brow and relaxed in the chair. I heard footsteps approaching me.
I didn't look up and kept reading some random page. I felt a hand on my shoulder and looked up. I smiled and said,"Oh! Hi oppa!" I was shushed by some random people, who were trying to sleep.
I bowed in apology and looked at my brother again, he pulled out a chair from beside me and sat down. He took the book from my hands and said, "I'm gonna stay here for a while, blow air on my face while I sleep." I nodded and did what he told me.
I did that for about twenty minutes and I started feeling out of breath, I stopped and tried to catch my breath. I slowly stood up and paced around. I reached down to get my bag and pulled my asthma inhaler out.
I took two puffs and settled back down again. I saw my brothers eyes open, I panicked and started explaining myself to him,"I was out of breath, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry for disturbing your sleep, please don't hit me!"
The librarian looked at me concerned and shushed me. I nodded and looked at her and bowed my head in apology. He made eye contact with me and leaned over to my ear, "We'll talk about this at home." He whispered.
I shuddered at the close proximity.
I moved away from him and looked away. He dragged his chair and got up. I silently hoped he wouldn't do anything to me and just leave.
Well, the world never let's me have what I want.
He dragged his hands down my body and stopped at my breasts. He lowered his face to mine and said,
"Don't even think about running away, I'll always find you."
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AN
Oooo~Also I have another book please check it out if you have the time. It's called blood rose.
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Syzygy(Reverse harem) -BTS Fanfiction-
FanfictionWhen the universe is aligned for you. Magic happens. "But you're a girl!" "So?" In which Bangtan has eight members. One of them being a girl.
