Syzygy(Reverse harem) -BTS Fanfiction-

Rosu.

Eunkyung POV

Walking back was a bore, everyone was jumping from one topic to another and I was having a hard time formulating a sentence that made sense, just before I could get a word in the topic would change and that would happen again and again.

It was starting to get annoying but I didn't want to say anything that would hurt them in any form or way.

"Rosuto you seem frustrated, are you okay?" Yoongi asked.

I rubbed my neck awkwardly, "I'd sound like an asshole if I told you."

Everyone seemed to quiet down at my words, "We won't think that way Eunkyung, you can tell us." Namjoon pushed.

I took a deep breath in and nodded, "It's just that I have ADHD and it's really hard to focus on one topic and when you guys keeping jumping to different topics every five minutes before my mind can formulate a sentence or even think of something or move on from the last topic, you guys change the topic, so not having anything to say makes me feel slightly left out." I gasped out.

"You should've told us Rosu we would've given you some time, we won't know unless you tell us, please don't bottle your thoughts or feelings like that." Jimin reprimanded.

I nodded and said, "Sharing feelings or thoughts is a very new thing to me so please don't feel offended if I can't share the right way." 

They all nodded understanding what I was saying. From here to the dorms whenever we talked one of them asked me, "What do you think Rosu?"

Who knew the smallest question could bring the biggest smile to my face. We soon reached the dorms and Seokjin showed me around, "This is our tiny balcony, this is our tiny kitchen, our tiny washroom and our tiny bedroom. It isn't much but we love it." 

I smiled as I looked around," Feels like home, but I have a question. Where will I be sleeping I only see 7 beds." 

Seokjin rubbed his head and awkwardly looked away, "We thought the eighth member would be a boy so we assumed that we'd just share a bed, but after you came all of us decided that I'd sleep on the couch outside and that you'd take my bed."

I gasped and said, "No way! I'll sleep on the couch you can sleep on your bed." Jin glared at me and questioned, "Are you older or am I?"

"You are." I said not wanting to question his authority, the second I spoke his smile came back to his face. "Exactly,  so listen to what I say, okay?" I nodded again not wanting to see that glare again.

All of us settled down in the living room Namjoon, Seokjin and Yoongi sitting on the three-seater while Hoseok sat on the single-seater and the rest of settled on the floor sitting with our legs crossed.

"Can I ask a question?" Jungkook said.

I nodded. "Why can't we call you with your real name? Why do you prefer your stage name?"

I looked around nervous all of sudden, the reason being kind of embarrassing, "It's kinda embarrassing." I squeaked out.

"It's okay, like Jimin said before you can tell us." Taehyung said.

"Well, it's because since I was a child I've been pushing myself to be Lee Eunkyung, and yet my mother- I mean that woman referred to me as Choi Eunkyung and it's ingrained in my mind that being myself is wrong. My stage name means lost in Japanese, it's something I gave myself, it's something that I chose it's the first choice that I made for myself, so until I come to terms with the fact that I'm Choi Eunkyung I'd like to be called Rosuto."

"That's not something to be embarrassed about Rosu, I completely understand where you're coming from." Hobi said. 

I smiled, "This is all so new to me, but it feels so warm." Hoseok got up from his seat and sat beside me, he ruffled my hair and said, "Don't worry about anything we are gonna be there for you."

"Can I give you a hug?" I asked.

He nodded giving me his iconic heart smile, I latched onto him and hugged him like never before."Thank you so much." I mumbled into his shoulder. He rubbed my back comforting me. 

"You don't need to thank me, or anyone for that matter of fact." I nodded into his shoulder and let go a few seconds later.

"Can I also get a hug?" Jungkook asked.

My face turned beet red as I nodded. "Why are you blushing?" Namjoon asked. My eyebrows shot upward, "Me? Blushing? No way."

"WAIT! YOU LIKE JUNGKOOK!" Taehyung yelled.

I immediately got up, "HUH! No, I never said that! I mean I don't hate him either, UH No, why would you think that!"

"You blushed when Jungkook defended you too, and you've known him for far longer than you've known us." Namjoon mused.

"That's not true! I've known you since you started rapping in Pluto~" I whined.

"Oh my god, that reminds me!" Hoseok yelled.

"Reminds you of what?" All of us asked in unison.

"What kinda disses did you get in Pluto?" He asked.

I thought for a bit and said, "Disses about my height, and flow that's it."

"No one said anything more?"He questioned further.

I shook my head, "Everyone there liked me, except that one guy who tried to punch me." 

"Someone tried to punch you?!" Jimin yelled.

"Yeah, he lost against me in his 3rd or 4th bar so he tried to punch me but security ahjussi helped me out including the people present there." I explained.

"I heard about that." Yoongi said.

"Can we know more about you if you don't mind?" Seokjin asked.

I smiled and nodded, "I was an orphan when appa adopted me, at least thats what *Eunju told me. My appa's name is Lee Yejun, he was the coolest. He taught taekwondo, he wanted to teach me to but Eunju said it wasn't something that girls should learn. He was with us until I was seven and then one day he just disappeared, I never saw him again. I just assumed he was done with me and left. I don't know anything about my biological parents."

"Woah that's a lot to deal with Rosu, it's so cool that you still managed to top class with all that stuff going on at your house." Jeongguk complimented.

I looked at him and said, "Studying was kind of an escape so whatever time I had I'd use it for studying." I concluded.

"You don't know where your dad is?" Jimin questioned which earned him a whack on the head from Seokjin.

"No, I don't." I answered not wanting to talk about it. There was a knock on the door and Namjoon went to get it.

Namjoon's face lit up, "Sejin Hyung I didn't know that you were coming."

The person patted his back and said, "I wanted to meet Bang-PD's new daughter."

I shyly got up and walked to the door, "That's me, 안녕하세요 Rosuto imnida."

He smiled and said, "Hi I'm Manager Sejin, I will be your main manager, and you're Japanese?" Adding a question in the end.

I shook my head, "No, my real name is...Choi Eunkyung, but for at the moment I'd like to be referred to as Rosuto, which is my stage name."  I explained.

He nodded with a smile on his face, "Sure, I'm grateful that you let me know before instead of hesitating, you are Bang-PD's daughter." He patted my head while speaking.

I expected myself to flinch or my mind to get defensive but none of that happened.

I smiled at him and said, "You remind me of my dad."

His smile grew wider, and I knew I was in the right place.

*Eunju is Eunkyung's adoptive mother