TWISTED 2| Sequel| MYG| 18+

27.

Suga POV:
I sighed as I felt the hot water run down my skin easing the stress in my muscles. But what about the stress in my head? I closed my eyes and slid down the glass door of the shower cabin.

Where are you, Hana? Why can't I reach you?

"If she is abducted by MinHyuk, chances of her being alive are slim." Considering what pain I have unintentionally caused MinHyuk, Yura's words don't sound irrational or forced conclusion. My skin crawled as my mind forced images of what might have happened to her. The possibilities are limitless. I shook my head, resulting in the tears resting in my eyes to run down my cheek.

"No! No no, she might have been hurt but not dead. No, she is not that weak. God is not that cruel. Our story can't end like this, I still have to apologize to her. I still have a lot to tell her, a lot of things that I want to do for her and with her and my son. Please, hold on baby please!"

It's fascinating how you can physically feel the pain in your chest when you miss someone a lot. I rubbed the skin around my chest and throat, trying to soothe the pain. She must be scared and in pain. She must have called my name so many times and might have begged God to send me soon. God…

After that day in the cell, I never reached for God but today, again, Hana made me turn to God.  I looked above as if I could reach God. I know there's a God up there, and He listened to me that day. I felt hope ignite in my heart. Hope is a strong emotion, it's a kind of relief. The relief of having the support of the Greatest power.

"I know I have not been your best creature but Hana is. She never hurt anyone. Please don't make her face the consequences of my sins. Unfortunately, I'm her only hope. Please, give me a sign, a lead to her. And protect her till I find her. I promise I will protect her with all I have got and will cherish her with all my being."

I kept mumbling things to God, hoping He would listen to me. I sat there and cried, making sure I have squeezed the last drop of tear left in me. I need to be strong, for her and for him. I will have to!

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I sat there, helpless, as I heard his soft cries turn into wails. IU, who was previously humming a lullaby to put him to sleep, was now panicking to try and calm him down by offering him different toys or food. Just yesterday it was me who somehow calmed him down but today, he refused to even look at me for not fulfilling the promise. Every day, I wake up with only one mission, of finding her, and sleep with one agony, of not being able to find her. After spending the whole day deeply searching every corner of Seoul and contacting every single powerful person in Seoul and still not getting even the slightest hint of her whereabouts, I fear to come back home and face him. Ever since I met him, I've only been a source of disappointment and pain for him. I'm nothing better than my own father.

"There is no way she is in Seoul." Jungkook sat across from me and looked at me firmly. The confidence on his face told me she is indeed not in Seoul. "And Incheon." Jimin, who was engrossed in trying to get Minjoon to play games on the phone, finally gave up and joined the conversation.

"Then where am I supposed to look for her?" I sighed, not bothering to keep my guard up. I have had enough.

"In Korea?" Jin spat. He is still angry about the whole situation, everyday he makes sure to remind me of his anger before I leave the mansion and after I have come back. He blames me for everything that has been happening since Hana came into this mansion.

"Oh, thanks, why didn't I think about it before?" Jhope spat back and I closed my eyes waiting for Jin to reply and the start of chaos. But none came. I opened my eyes to see Taehyung holding Jin's shoulder while Jin was busy glaring with outrageous fire into JHope's eye who reciprocated the gesture. Both of the males had their jaws clenched as they breathed heavily. In a moment, I wished they fought verbally because this was surely more deadly.