I let you go (Complete)

VI

I don't know anything, and I don't think that Bucky knows himself yet as well, Sam replied to Steve on the call, there is a disturbance in your voice Steve, but we couldn't hold him anymore, he did much destruction here in Wakanda, I and T'challa weren't enough for him, you can hear me right? Hello Steve! Steve!

It was the next early morning, when the weather was still cloudy, there was a call on Steve's phone, he woke up to its ringing, hesitantly picked the phone up because it was dangerous for them to talk to anyone, signals or their location can be traced, but when he saw SAM written on it, he picked up because he knew, he was in Wakanda now with Bucky, but when he picked up, there was distortion in Sam's voice, he slowly went out of the house because he can't catch the signal in the house, he went a mile away from the house when he heard him saying we couldn't control him, he doesn't know himself yet...

Steve couldn't heard much because of sound and signal problem but his heart skipped a beat when he thought that Bucky is now free again and he is not Bucky yet, he is still the winter soldier, the phone hanged up and he couldn't breath for a moment he can't let this happen, Bucky has to come back to him, he took all the risks only to save him but now it looked like that all was a waste, he was shocked but when he turned around to go back to the farm house, a sound echoed in the peaceful silence and a bullet was just shot to him an inch side from his chest, he felt  sharp pain, but looked around carefully as he had nothing with him, no shield, no uniform, no guns or pocket knives etc, he was just in a Grey t-shirt and sleeping trouser, he noticed that there were 3 people in total behind the bushes or the long trees which surrounds the whole farm, he has to inform Natasha, he also got himself behind the bushes from the road, when he was close to the farm entrance gate, they just opened fire on him, he dogged 2 to 3 when they got him again on his right shoulder, but this firing woke Natasha up, and she ran out of her room, Steve came back in locking the front door and then the inner door of wood as well.
What's happening she said nervously?
He turned around, one hand was tightly gripped on the side wound from which blood was rushing, and on his right shoulder he had a bullet through which blood was surging to his other hand, he took a cold and heavy breathed while sliding beside the wooden door, some people are out there, he said slowly.

Steve! What's this all? she almost screamed in tears, she ran towards him, stand up, who did this, nobody can find us here, this is the most secret base and house of Fury, nobody knows about it, she helped him standing up, he was never weak like this, do you see them, she said while adjusting him on the sofa, we can't go to any hospital right now let me help you with this, I know I'm not a professional doctor and it won't help a lot but we have to remove the bullets and stop the blood you are already looking pale, you are losing too much blood, she was just so terrified that something might happen to Steve, she was just continuously speaking, when she bought a medical kit from the kitchen and let him lay on the sofa, he held her hand, and with a shaky voice he said calm down Nat! I'm fine.

Shut up, look at yourself Steve, and still, you are saying this, I don't have any type of drug or anesthesia here so it will sting, stay with me okay, don't close your eyes no matter what, he just nodded in pain...

She cut that piece of the shirt where the bullet was. She put the spirit on the cloth and wiped the blood from all that area, he was trying to breathe, Natasha then took the scissors and tried to pull the bullet out of that area, due to Steve's stiff muscles, it was not easy for her to just pull that damn thing out, when she tried to pull it harder, a somewhat noticeable sniffle comes out from Steve's side, is it hurting a lot? She asked, he didn't say anything, only loud cold breaths, her hands become shaky she didn't want to hurt him nor she can see him like that, let's get out of here, let's go to the hospital she said while tears coming out of her eyes, the bullet was still in, pull it out, Nat! He said to her in between his breaths, Steve you are in pain, I can't, Just pull it out! He screamed this time, and she just put her strength to pull it out, because she knows if it wasn't it gonna damage him more, I'm not going to do the shoulder one, she sighed while throwing the bullet away, you did well, he muttered almost to himself, and he blinked once or twice when his sight becomes blurry, You can't close your eyes, I have nothing to stitch it up, so don't please Steve, stay with me, she can felt his hand getting colder, you're listening to me, I'm trying and with that he blacked out.

Steve! Oh God, what should I do, we have to move from here, he needs a medical expert.

While he was unconscious, she checked his pulse rhythm which was there, very light but still he was there, she didn't want to lose him at any cost, she didn't have a needle or thread but still she pulled out the bullet from his shoulder as well, and to stop bleeding she put bandages but she didn't stitch the wounds. She held his hand, he was still cold, she put a blanket on him, she sat beside him, it was mid-afternoon, it was so silent, so quiet that she can hear his small yet deep breaths, she was so worried, that her stomach was hurting, you have to wakeup, we need to leave Steve, I need you, you know that. She didn't let his hand go even for a while.

She didn't know when, but she slept on the seat beside, Steve. When she heard sound of some one around the window behind them, she woke up, it was almost dark outside and there was no electricity in the house, she got irritated by the fact that it was dark all around she hate darkness, but when she felt her hand in Steve's she felt safe, she inhale a deep breath, she knew that this place was not safe anymore and that she can't reach anyone, yes phones are the issue, she can't use them as well, she just want Steve to be alright, she was just worried for him, she stood up, for emergency, they have candles and flashlights, candles were on the fridge she put them everywhere in the room, when she heard small sounds from outside, the pin drop silence was killing her inside, they were outside, she didn't know why but they weren't coming in, she doesn't know who they were, government agents, shield's traitors, people from hydra or even someone from Red room, her mind was racing with thoughts, she was strong and she is strong but now the reason was Steve, she was strong with him, for him.

Natasha! A slow and husky voice met her ears.
Steve she turned around, don't try to get up, they are not stitched yet, your wounds her eyes pointing on them, tears escaped her eyes when she saw him, she went close to him hug gently, thanks for waking up, she said in his ears.
I have to well I couldn't leave my best girl, she smiled through the pain on his face.
We are not alone aren't we, he said.
They are here, we have to get out of here, then I will call someone for help, you need treatment, I just pulled the bullets out. She replied.

Steve tried to stand up but groaned in pain.
Give me my jacket, he said.
Are you still feeling cold, she replied.
Hmm, yeah, I will need it and give me some extra T-shirts, he added more.
Look, Steve, you can't walk, you need help. Her eyes were saying how terrified she was.
It's fine, Natasha I have you by my side, just trust me, It will reduce the pain and blood, shirts will help better than bandages and I can walk.

He wrapped one shirt on his side wound and one on his shoulder and tighten them hard so, it wouldn't bleed he said through his eyes. He changed his clothes, he was still feeling chills and his right hand was still shivering somewhat, but he looked towards Natasha! She was scared and tensed. Don't worry we will go through the backside and then call anyone from my phone.
You called someone, she said. In a worrying tone.
No Sam called me in the morning, he added.
Did you pick it up? she said.
Yeah, I have to...
Steve you are dumb, we can't use them, you, how can you? She was disappointed in him.
What's wrong, Sam has to tell something important, there was no signal in here..... Can't you see it's for you she cut him off, I want to protect you, they all are against you, I have so many fears, I can't let anything happen to you still here we are you are badly injured, and you don't care, I let you go, I broke up with you and I tried to push you away because you have to be safe from me as well, you just trust everyone, you are too naive Steve, can't you see they want to kill you, they... Her voice broke and she couldn't stop her tears anymore, which she was holding since morning because of him, he came closer and closer and hugged her, I'm fine, see I'm here with you, I'm standing because of you, so don't worry, let's first get out of this place, I'm sorry you've been hurt because of me, she hugged him tightly, and said in his embrace don't be sorry, just don't ever show up like the way you did in the morning in front of me, I was scared to death, don't just ever try to leave me, don't.....