To Late

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This is a Depressed/Suicidal Male Reader x Weiss requested by me.


(Y/N)'s POV


It was another day on Remnant. The world around me was dark and gray. Life had lost its color and all I wanted to do was lie here in bed. A sighed escaped my lips as I sat up in bed.

(Y/N): "Another fucking day of this shit." I opened the bottle next to my desk and took out a pill. My hand placed it in my mouth and I swallowed it. My feet got me out of bed and I got dressed.

It was another day of being ignored and forgotten. It was always the same thing day in and day out. I exited my dorm and walked to class. I entered the classroom and took my seat.

I didn't pay much attention to Port and his ramblings. I mostly doodled in my note book and sighed. The drawings themselves were sad and depressing.

The bell rang which signaled it was time for lunch. My feet carried me out of the room and into the cafeteria. I grabbed a tray and put some food on it. I made my way to a lone table and sat down.

I pushed the foot around my plate while thoughts played on my head. Thoughts of what life would have and could have been. Why I was the way I was. I was snapped from my thoughts when someone sat in front of me.

Weiss: "Sitting by yourself again?"

(Y/N): "You know me Weiss. I like my solitude."

Weiss: "You can't always be alone ya know. Especially with me around you dunce."

Weiss was the closest thing I had to what I would call a friend. She probably only hangs with me out of pity anyways. I don't think she sees me as a real friend.

Time went by with small chit chat. I mostly listened to Weiss while I just nodded or shrugged my shoulders when she wanted an answer. The bell rang which meant the end of the day.

Weiss waved goodbye to me and left while I just roamed the halls thinking my thoughts. I kept walking until I accidentally bumped into someone.

Cardin: "Well look who it is."

(Y/N): "Sorry."

I tried to walk past him but her grabbed me by the collar of my shirt and lifted me into the air.

Cardin: "Sorry isn't gonna cut it weakling. Gonna have to teach you some manners." He cocked his fist backwards and sent it forward. My eyes shut and waited for the impact but it never came.

I opened my eyes and noticed his hand was restrained by a white glyph. More glyphs appeared around his body and he let me go. I fell to the floor and looked to my side to see my usual savior.

Weiss: "How many times do I have to teach you this lesson Cardin?!" She walked up to his and stared daggers at him. "Leave (Y/N) alone!!"

She wiped her weapon to the side and sent him flying into a wall with her glyphs. Her hands holstered her weapon and she helped me up.

Weiss: "You okay?"

(Y/N): "I've been better."

Weiss: "Did he hurt you?"

(Y/N): "No." I dusted myself off. "I could have handled it."

Weiss: "You would have ended up in the infirmary again."

(Y/N): "I would have been fine."

Weiss seemed like she wanted to say something else but she held her tongue. She gave me a quick check up before leaving me. I walked back to my dorm and entered it.

My feet carried me over to the bed where I dropped onto it. I stared at the ceiling blankly while recalling all the events with Weiss. She acts like she wants to protect me. She acts like she cares for me. I wish she wouldn't act.


Weiss's POV


I watched (Y/N) round the corner and leave my sight. A sighed escaped my lips and I placed a hand over my heart. It hurt to see him like this. Cardin always bullying him and him wanting to be alone all the time.

I turned around and walked back to my dorm. I entered it and was greeted by my teammates.

Yang: "So what happened this time?"

Weiss: "Cardin tried to hit him again."

Blake: "I wish they would already expel him. He's nothing but a bully."

Weiss: "It would make things a lot better for (Y/N) too."

Ruby: "So did you tell (Y/N) this time or did you chicken out again?" I walked over to my bed and sat down with a small frown.

Weiss: "I didn't tell him."

Yang: "You should tell him already. I'm sure he'll say yes to dating you Weiss."

Weiss: "It's hard okay. How am I supposed to tell him about my feelings?"

Blake: "Just tell him. If you don't then you'll regret it."

Weiss: "I will eventually."


Timeskip - 3 Months


Third Person POV


Every day that seemed to pass only made (Y/N) feel worse and worse about himself. Always living with his thoughts. Always being bullied. Always being saved by Weiss. It was only a matter of time until he took action.

Inside of his room stood a lone chair and atop it stood (Y/N). He tied a rope around the ceiling fan and then tied it around his neck tightly. A few tears were shed while he did so.

(Y/N): "Goodbye." He kicked the chair from underneath him and felt the rope tighten around his neck. He could feel the air leave his lungs as he tried his best to take a breath. This lasted for a few minutes until his body stopped moving.


Weiss's POV


Today was the day I would tell (Y/N) my feelings. I walked up to his dorm and knocked on the door. I waited for a few moments but got no response. My hand gripped the door handle and gave it a twist.

Weiss: "(Y/N) I wan-" My voice left me when I saw the scene on front of me. (Y/N) hung from the ceiling fan motionless. "(Y/N)!!"

I ran up to his body and quickly got him down. I placed my ear to his chest and couldn't hear a heartbeat. I preformed CPR while I frantically called for help.


Timeskip - 6 Hours


My teammates and I sat in the waiting room. I was a nervous wreck while they tried to comfort me. A few moments passed until the double doors opened and a doctor walked up to us.

Weiss: "Is (Y/N) okay?!"

Doctor: "We did all we could, but he didn't make it. I'm sorry."

My heart shattered and everything around me went dark. Tears fell from my eyes as my teammates voices drowned out. He was gone.


Timeskip - 2 Months


I stared blankly at the ceiling of my dorm. My face had been stained with dried tears. My eyes were puffy and red. My teammates tried their best to cheer me up, but I couldn't be happy again.

My mind kept racing every since the day I lost you (Y/N). Now I don't know what to do with my life anymore, but there is one thing I can do.

I got up from my bed and retrieved a knife from my drawer. My feet carried me to the bathroom where I filled the tub with warm water. I discarded my clothes and entered it.

I placed the knife against my wrists and cut deeply into them until I continuously bled. I could feel the warm liquid drip from my arms and into the water. My eyes slowly closed and I could feel myself drifting away.

Soon I'll be with you my love.






Thank you all for reading. Hope you enjoyed and I hope to see you in the next chapter.

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