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                           THREE

Andrea's POV

Life has not been as hard as before. Indian people are so sweet and kind. As I don't understand Konkani Maria, Monica's daughter has been helping me with everything. She accompanies me to every place I go.

Maria and I both are pregnant. Also, it's her second pregnancy so she's training me with it. I started eating a lot and get emotional easily.

All things aside but one thing I did was beyond anyone's expectation and hilarious. I was looking through pictures when I saw a picture of Lucas and me. After seeing that picture I started crying like a stupid person. Maria tried to stop me but I couldn't. I kept crying for some hours and slept. She even said that I was talking in my dreams. I missed him and pregnancy made it very hard for me.

I was doing a job in the bakery so that kept me busy from 10:00 am to 1:00 pm and from 4:00 pm to 5:00 pm I teach kids designing. At first, I thought, India would be expensive but not it's not that expensive. Also, I'm earning pretty good.

Monica said that walking and exercising are good to do for normal delivery so I and Maria fixed a time for that. We go for a walk from 5:00 pm to 5:30 pm and from 5:30 pm to 6:00 pm we both exercise. She also accompanied me to the doctor's appointment. She said Doctor Anjali is the best gynaecologist in Goa.

It's been seven months since I came here. I miss my family, friends, and husband. They didn't try to contact me and neither did I. Not because of ego but because they can find me if I try to contact them.

I don't have many friends here. Not that they didn't try to do friendship, I just don't want any new relations here.

One day I was cooking when Monica asked me why I'm not with my husband. I didn't know how to answer. I loved Maria, for one thing, she never asked me about my personal life like her mother. I dodged the question but she kept pestering me. I then said to her " I don't want to talk about it."

Today is Sunday and I am bored as hell. I took my phone and opened Instagram. I was scrolling through the app when I saw a picture of a chocolate cake.

This baby of mine troubles me a lot. I gained a lot of weight because of my cravings. Once Maria bought some mango pickles for me to taste and I loved it so much that I bought three jars of mango pickles. That is not only it, I only eat at night, if I eat in the daytime then I'll puke.

I wanted to know the gender of my baby, have a gender reveal party but Maria said me it's illegal in India. I was very upset that day. I then convinced myself that no matter what the gender is I'll love my baby to the fullest. Also, it would be a lovely surprise.

If Lucas would be here, he would daily talk to my baby like me. He would take care of me as if I'm a princess, only if I would not be a bitch to him.

I don't want my kid to become like me. I want it to become like Lucas, sweet, kind, charming. Also, if my friends would be there I would ask them to do all my works. I decided to make Sarah and Damien Godparents. My mommy and friends would be very excited to hold a baby shower and gender reveal party. My dad and Aaron would be overprotective of the kid no matter what gender it would be. It would be so dramatic to see them.

I was crying again, God.

I quickly got myself together and went to the kitchen to bake a cake.

I wore my apron and decided to get started.

First, I preheated the oven for 15 mins. Then I took a pan and greased, lined it. After that, I took a bowl and placed a sieve over it, and added flour.

I then added the required ingredients and mixed them. After everything was mixed, I put some water to heat on a high flame.

When the water was heated enough, I poured it into the batter and it became runny. I put it into the oven for 35 minutes.

I decided to take a shower as it was very hot. I dressed up in a grey sweatshirt and sweatpants. I blew my hair dry and put it in a ponytail.

The cake was also baked so I cooled it for some time. When it was cooled I did the frosting and enjoyed the taste.

"You're eating all alone," Maria said in a sad voice.

"Don't you have work to do? Always come when I'm eating." I said with irritation.

"You grumpy lady, don't you know where there is food, there's Maria." She said shrugging.

"I'll give you only one slice," I said rolling my eyes.

She always does that to me. Once she stole my branded chocolates, thank god I had three more boxes. I hid them in my suitcase.

"I can kiss your hands, Andrea.'' She told me

"You say this to everyone in the bakery, Maria," I said glaring at her.

"I just flatter them. I praise your skills wholeheartedly." She said buttering me.

"Don't you have to pick Samantha from your sister's house?" I asked trying to push her out.

"I know what you're trying to do, Andy. Fine, I'll go. Don't worry, I'll come back after picking her up from Natasha's." She said going towards the door.

"Bye, Ria."

She left. I ate my cake in peace. I decided to write in my diary, so I went to my room. I locked my door and sat on the bed. I took my diary from the drawer.

Dear Diary,

I'm seven months pregnant, I'm going to be a mother.

Don't want to be a single mother, to be honest. I wish Lucas was here.

I remember how much hurt was held in the eyes of Lucas when I said I aborted the child. I understand his pain.

You know when I see Samantha, I feel love, I feel happy. I fell in love with kids when I realized my mistakes.

I don't want my kids to know what hatred is! This is the time where I realize how much my parents were right.

Maria and Monica taught me so much. They showed me how to hold a baby, in which position the baby should be fed, how we should put diapers and so on.

I also read books about pregnancy.

I fell asleep writing my journal and woke up with heavy cramps. I took a bath with hot water to feel better.

The whole day was spent eating, crying and watching Netflix.

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Hello everyone,

So here we go with the next update. Tbh, I didn't plan anything before writing. This chapter was very hard to write, though I made it and I'm proud, lol.

*Being dramatic*

So lemme know how you like this chapter in the comments section below.

Also, this line has been my signature one 😂

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