Author's Note (•‿•)
When was my last update?? I totally forgot that I have this on-going story. I am trying to write but it is very heartbreaking when you suddenly felt like losing interest to the thing you loved (writing)... Hope you still remember what happened sa last chap. I'll try my best to finish this book! (Kahit slow updates huhu)
Thank you for reading:)
- EU♡
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TW: Harassment
"Ayusin mo na ang sarili mo, Jiro..." I shove his tears away, making me touch the bruises from his face. "Myself needs me and same as you. It's better to rest and not to think about me for a while..."
"Anong sinasabi mo?" His lips parted.
"I'm mad at you. I'm fucking mad at you." I cried. Akala ko ay kaya ko nang kumalma.
"Akala ko ba, mamahalin mo ako sa kung sino ako?" He chuckled. "How can you love me if you can't even put your trust on me?"
I wiped my tears, completely giving up the argument now. Humarap ako sa kaniya at tinitigan niya rin ako nang matagal. I fixed my hair, to show him that I'm ready to leave.
"Uuwi na ako." Simpleng sabi ko na parang walang nangyari.
"Ihahatid kit-"
"Ayoko," Iniiwas ko ang braso ko sakaniya. "Huwag mo na akong pilitin, Jiro. I don't want this to end in a break up."
My heart was completely crashed in that one night. But I was true to him. Sinabi ko lang ang nararamdaman at nakikita ko. I know that I made a huge pain on my man, but I can't hide my feelings and emotions just to love him in a lie. Alam ko naman na maaayos rin namin ito.
I badly want to disappear. My heart was never freed up from grief. I think too much about my mother, my brother, and...him.
Pero gaya nga ng lagi 'kong sinasabi sa sarili, ay kailangan 'kong maging matatag. I should be a strong woman, not just for myself but for the people who needs me.
"Probably, it was caused by too much stress and emotionally drained." The psychiatrist told us which lessen the heavy feeling on my chest a bit. "Dahil gaya nga ng sabi mo, hija, ay naaksidente ang kapatid mo. It causes a huge impact to your mother's mental health."
"W-what should we do about it po, doc?" I asked, while holding my mom's hand. Nakikinig lang din siya sa amin.
"Well...I guess it's better for her to have her maintenance na, lalo't kailangan na rin niya 'yon sa pagtanda." He added.
The doctor also discussed few factors and activities that may help my mother to recover. Kuya Ethan was the one who fixed the hospital papers for Liam, and for mom. Naiintindihan namin na hindi siya makaka-uwi dahil hindi naman madali ang paglipad mula doon hanggang dito, lalo pa at isa nang migrated citizen si kuya doon sa Canada.
"May malay na po ang pasyente,"
Isang malaking tinik ang nahugot sa dibdib ko nang marinig ang anunsyo ng doktor. With happiness drawn on my face, I walked towards Liam's room. His eyes were roaming around, as if he was clueless about his condition.
Liam's lips slowly moved with a tremble. The dark and reddish bruise around his eye were still prominent. He was laying down the hospital bed, wearing a cervical collar on his neck. His legs were elevated due to its injury, at napakaraming nakaturok sa iba't ibang parte ng kamay niya. I can't even stand to look at his situation.
BINABASA MO ANG
Crime In Love Line
RomanceShe appeared when I'm in the midst of my darkness, lifting me up high. I wanted to shelter her, I wanted to make her mine but my secret would someday destroy us. If loving her have a consequence of risking her dreams, then I would rather stay hidden...