Flames of Green (Loki X Lucifer X OC)

The Brothers: Part 8

"I. AM. NOT. COMING. WITH. YOU." Jen said laying in Lucifer's bed at his apartment above Mischief and Lux. She passed out after finding out her true identify the night before. Lucifer kindly offered his bed. Loki tucked her in and attempted to stay with her but Lucifer thought it would be a bad idea. She slept like a rock and when she finally woke up mid afternoon the next day she was fuming. Loki had slept on the couch while Lucifer spent the night at the club drinking the night away. Apparently Loki and Jen's past was a rollercoaster and he needed a break from their abnormal relationship. Whatever relationship that was. 

"You aggravating, irresponsible, fragile woman! Listen. To. Me!" Loki shouted at Jen as she buried her head in the pillows. She was fighting off a hangover. Her head was throbbing. She didn't want to go anywhere with Loki, especially now. Now that she knew who she truly was. But the question was; was she truly this Sigyn person? She didn't feel like it. Those feelings of familiarity towards Loki made sense now. She knew he was being honest when he showed her those visions. But to truly believe it and embrace it was another thing. Jen ignored Loki. Which made him angrier. He snapped his fingers and the covers that hid her from his eyes were gone. She jumped up and glared at him. "SIGYN. NOW." Loki roared. 

"I am not SIGYN!" Jen replied rolling off the bed and stomping off to the bathroom. She slammed the door shut. Jen looked at herself in the mirror. Her long hair lay in tangles around her face and puffy dark circles sat beneath her eyes. She splashed water on her face and ran her fingers through her hair. Attempting to look like herself again. As she gazed at her reflection a twinkle of golden light flashed over her eyes for a brief moment. Her lip quivered and she fell to the floor. She locked the bathroom door and leaned against it. She held her knees to her chest and cried softly into her folded arms. How was she suppose to cope with this new information? She was starting to come to terms with her memory loss. To start a new life with new friends. To live out her days as Jennifer Mason. She genuinely thought her name was Jennifer. It was the only piece of information she had in her mind when she awoke from the coma. But was that a lie? Who was she? Truly. 

Loki knocked on the bathroom door but Jen didn't answer. He sat against the other side of the door and sighed. 

"You are extremely stubborn. Always have been." Loki said through the door. Still no answer. 

"We have done this before. Many times, over the years. And the result is always the same. I tell you. You cry. I cry. EVERYONE BLOODY CRIES. Then you devastate a continent and then we are back here again. I had hoped locking you in your own mind for two years would have healed some of that trauma in that brain of yours but I guess I was mistaken." Loki said. He was angry, and hurt. And even though Jen hated him right now she longed to heal his broken heart. She was going through this for the first time in her eyes, but for Loki... this was happening for him like it was yesterday. He lost his family. He lost Sigyn. But Sigyn was gone. At least for now. 

"Is my name even Jennifer?" Jen asked through soft sobs. 

"A gift from Lucifer. He wanted you to have an ordinary name. But there is nothing ordinary about you. Nothing at all." Loki said. Jen lifted her head and turned her body to face the door. She placed her hand on the door. Loki felt her presence and did the same. "Open the door. I am begging you." Loki said. Loki did not beg for anything. Jen could feel his pain in his voice. He could easily just break the door down. But Jen could tell he was trying to let her make the decision to open the door, to open up to him. Jen unlocked the door but did not open it. She did her part, he needed to do his. Loki stood and opened the door slowly to find Jen standing with her arms crossed. Her face a look of shame. She knew she had every right to feel the way she did. But she felt guilty about making Loki go through this for however many times he had been through this. "Sig..." Loki said looking at the broken woman in front of him. He knew this pain all too well. He felt this pain many times.