Life shattered

Telling the truth

I sat in air conditioned car as tears fall harder

She must be hurt about this. Abby thought to herself

The family walked back to the car. I had fallen asleep from crying. We arrived at the hotel I went to the pool to be by myself I dipped my feet into the water. I started singing thinking I was by myself. The song spoke to me.

Nice singing my aunt said

Thanks I said

I went outside and sat in the sun of course douchebag of uncle was there

The adult had came out sat down with me so I wouldn't be less lonely.

I laid on the towel to feel better

Stormy my uncle said

What I'm trying to make myself feel better I said

How was the attack? He asked

My sister was dumbfounded at what she heard

Are you fucking serious? You don't the half of the story don't assume bro my sister yelled

You don't know what happen afterwards I said shaking my head

What happen tell me the full story

After what happen I got pregnant and had micarrage. Then after I tried ending my life by slitting my wrist and taking medicine

You almost died my uncle keep pressing

Will you stop please let her be left alone

I'm just asking questions you don't have to go psycho on me Taylor my uncle said

You know what I'll go psycho all I want okay my sister is my baby sister I love her and I don't want you to hurt her again my sister said

Do you think I'll rape her or something my uncle laughted

Right then and there my sister slapped on the side of the face as she walked away

Your sister a fucking lunatic my uncle said

Actually babe a reality check you in the wrong on this one my aunt backed me up

That's why you'll be sleeping in the car tonight

Over a question my uncle said

Over a trigger disgusting question my aunt said grabbing her child

Stormy I'm sorry for his behavior my aunt said walking away from the situations

I didn't know your daughter would go bitch crazy on me my uncle said

That's what you get when mess with her little sister my mother said

We went to the lobby and Taylor was sitting there and gave her big bear hug

If you need anything I'll be there in a flash She said kissing my forehead

We went to the reception and my heart skipped several beats

OMG I said

What my dad said

That's Jesse my ex the one who raped me I said shutter voice

My sister got out of car all pissed off

I stepped out of the car and my whole body was shaking in fear.

My mom took my hand

You got this she said

We went into the tend covered place but I couldn't stand there I ran up to hill and sat down on it

My cousin followed me

Hey Abby said

Hi I said

What up she asked

I want to alone I said

Why do you want to be alone she asked pressing further into me

Why do you want to know my life story I said

I'm just worry about you she pressed further

I texted multiple times and you never replied why all the sudden your worried about me I said

You want some time alone with me she said rubbing my back

Yes that would be good I said

Let me go talk to my mom she said

Okay I said putting my headphones in my ears

As I laid down I felt someone behind me putting his hand on my waist

Hey babe Jesse said

Get away from me now I screamed

Just don't yell at me Jesse said trying to touch me again

My cousin comes running punching him

Get off of her now she yelled alerting the reception

Call the police someone yelled

My dad took my ex boyfriend out of the reception before he could hurt me further

I just sat their with my knees to my chest as I sobbed harder. My cousin placed her hand on my back

You hungry she asked me

No I can't stomach anything I fell sick to my stomach after that encounter

I know sweetie I'm here for you she squeezed my hand

Come on as the everything moved in slow motion as I puked on my cousin shoe

Sorry I said wiping my mouth

It okay she said rubbing my back

My mother ran up to me and handed me a cool washcloth to put on my forehead because I was starting to get a fever. Let's go home

No I'm fine I said crying

Where dad I said falling over pretty much

My mom took my hand and walked to dad

What wrong my dad said

She needs you her father my mom said

Okay my dad said

I laid on my dad chest I sobbed harder as she rubbed my back. As she rocked me back and forth like baby

I love you sweetie my dad said as she sobbed harder

What do we do know babe my wife walked up to me

I don't know but she just need support right now I said

How would you feel if she stayed with her cousin for the night? My wife asked

I think that would help her I said smiling