I once again release from the hospital and immediately was the day to emotional exhausted day my grandpa memorial mass l was mentally prepared
Are you ready
Ready then I will ever be I guess
If need motivation I'm here
Okay
I went to the altar and I put my hands out I cried and singing the song and my grandma was crying and the congregation was crying
I stood and ran to the bathroom where I had full blown panic attack
I started I hyperventilate and crying I gotten breath my chest was locked so I was losing oxygen quickly
Why I can't I get break for once in my life I yelled at the mirror the only fucking break I get is to be the may attraction at my grandpa memorial
When is it my turn to have moment to myself without having people riding up my ass for not begin perfect when will that happen to me I screamed louder
I walked out of bathroom and walked to the luncheon
I got my food and I went to the bleachers to eat because I couldn't be around my family without breaking down and my girlfriend come to me and I cried into her chest
Flashmob maybe
Yeah she whispered in my ear
YOU ARE READING
Life shattered
FanfictionWhen her godfather backs out of her life and she feel like she has know one to turn to but her uncle who lives far away from her but tragedy stuck her family how will he reached or will she be left in the dark and to fight the demons alone without s...
