Life shattered

Words hurt

The next morning I woke to like fifty calls from my mother and father. I got dressed for the pool party

In the car ride

What do we do if I get questions about my way about I asked

You lie Abby said

I think should tell them Nick said

I tell them I said going through it in my head

Or you could just lie Abby said

You not helping I said

We arrived at the house

You ready Nick asked

You go ahead I said standing out side of the car and I took deep breathe. I looked and my parents were in there.

I walked to the house and entered the house

It was full of happy smiles and cheerfulness for the new couple

I went to the porch as tears explode I went to the back of the house

I can't do this I said to Abby

Yes you can I promise you

Okay I said

I went to the main part of the house wear the grown up were

Stormy where you last night my mom cried hugging me tightly

I was with Abby why do you think anything happen I asked

I called and you never picked up

I was swimming I lied and seeing Nick looking at me

I went to the pool area and I start eating my food

You need to tell them Nick said

I will give me a chance I said

Okay you have to do or I will Nick said

Okay I said

I finished eating my meal

I dipped my feet in the hot tub and my dad said next to me

You okay he asked

Yeah I'm fine I said lying completely

You seem quite lately my dad said

He took my wrist

I see you have freak cuts on your wrist he said rubbing my wrist

I cut myself last night I said crying

Just breathe he said rubbing my arm

My dad left and to find my mom

Just need to do it now Nick said pressuring me

Okay good damn it you clingy I said

I walked inside and sat on the edge of the couch and when everyone came in

Abby looked at me like are you going to do it

Attention I have something to tell you guys I said taking deep breathe

I didn't go for a sleep over with Abby I tried taking my life I said trying to hold in my tears

What? My mom said dropping her glass cup on the floor

How? Taylor asked

I drink alcohol and tried slitting my throat but Abby saved me

Is that why you didn't answer your phone for the ten hour my mom yelled

Yes mom I did I'm sorry I said

Why didn't you call your own mother it you had to call Nick she yelled louder

He my godfather okay I trust me I said

I'm your mother she yelled louder

I walked out of the living room and bursted into tears

My dad wrapped his arms around me as I sobbed harder into his chest

Just breathe he said rubbing my back

I failed I cried

You didn't do anything wrong he hugged me tightly

After my dad comfort me. I sat down at the table with my head on the table still crying then I felt four big people around me all my cousins and sisters

Sit up my sister said

You wanna come with us on a walk and get out of here

Yes I can't be in here with her I said

We started walking out do the house

Oh you don't leave Stormy I'm dont with you I'm my mother yelled

Your going to make it worst just let her go my dad said concealing my hysterical mother

We walked the front door and we began walking

You feeling okay Reed asked me as we walked

Yes I'm still pretty fragile I said

What even went through your mind when you did it? Taylor asked me

I'll regret this but Im leaving this earth hopefully I don't caused anymore problems I said

You not problem Reed said

I am you just saying that to be nice I said running away from them. I ran far away from them and ended up on the side of the road where is at and cried

Taylor and the group walked  back to the party

Where Stormy? My mom asked

She ran away from us Reed said

Well go find her my mom cried hysterically

I sat on the curb throwing rocks at passing cars as tears flowing down my face.

I started walking back to the house because I wanted to go home but my mom had other plans for me.

I entered the house and I found to dad

Can we go home I said crying

No you don't deserve home my mother said

Excuse me I don't deserve a home when I been through hell and back I yelled at my mother

I can't handle your emotions she said

Fuck you mom I said

Maybe fix your mental health and attitude My mom said

I will not I sat throwing a knife on the counter

I'll pay any amount of money to take Stormy my mom said

Now your auction me off just because I tried taking my life I asked my mother

Yes she said

I'll offer five thousand dollars to anyone who can put my mom in hell I said