GONE (COMPLETED)

CH. 08

I'm still sulking about what had happened last week. I do understand that she has been busy that's why we didn't have a chance to meet last weekend. It makes me more awful because I didn't get to see her. I thought she will make it up to me since I've been sulking for her messages last Friday. Why she can't feel jealous about the guys who have been bothering me? Hindi ba nya ako ganun kamahal kaya she's acting like that? I was hoping to see her jealous pero ni minsan di ko pa sya nakitang nagselos. Habang ako eto sobrang nababaliw sa kakaisip kapag malayo sya at walang paramdam. I always overthink that someone might get her attention and she will chose to leave me because she will find me boring anymore. Just thinking about that it makes me feel so terrified that I wanted to jump or teleport to where she is right now.

She have informed me that she needed to finish all her works since nakapagfile na sya ng 1 week leave para sa special gift nya for me. Oh my god, I'm such a moody, dahil nakangiti na ako ng malapad dahil makakasama ko ng 1 week si Thea. I can't wait that to happened.

"Are you free tonight?" — Jasper asked me out of nowhere. What the hell is wrong with this guy? Can he just leave my beautiful soul alone?

"I'll be busy with my sweetheart." — I answered him annoyed. He just laugh at me while shaking his head. It feels like he's mocking me. Did he just think that I'm not that pretty to have a beautiful girlfriend of mine?  "Fuck off." — I added when I didn't hold my forming anger towards him. He pouted and look like a puppy now which make me want to smash his face on the ground. I rolled my eyes and went to another sit so he can stop bothering me.

My other classmate went beside and we discussed about the incoming graduation. Her name is, Fritzie, well she's kinda pretty but she's not my type. Only my Thea will be the one for me.

"Ad far as I know, you and ate Thea are still together, right?" — she asked me suddenly. My other eyebrows went up after hearing her question. I nodded my head smiling. She bite her lower pink lips which make me swallowed. Her lips looks delicious though and it looks like inviting me to taste it. I shake my head because of my weird thoughts. Wait, will my Thea will get jealous once she know that I kissed someone? I'm thinking stupid that I want yo smacked my head because first of all, Thea is only the love of my life and second she's the only one I wanted to kissed. Period.

"I'm sorry what are you saying?" — I asked shyly Fritzie when I didn't heard what she just said. She smiled at me then repeat it.

"I saw your girlfriend at the Starbacks last night, she's with a boy though. Maybe he's her colleague or friend." — she said. I think my mind stop functioning after hearing of wha she just said to me. I was gripping my bag hardly because I can feel my blood boiling from anger. I wanted yo go to Thea and asked her about it. I know that I should not jumping to conclusion when I didn't her side at the moment. But I just can't stop my mind for thinking that the guy she was with was hitting on her. I'm on the urge of crying when I felt the hotness jn my eyes. Fritzie was stunned when she witnessed my flowing tears. She was lightly panicking while trying to comfort me. She held my hand and rubbed it while telling me that nothing's wrong. She looks so worried at me that it makes me want to cry harder. She went beside me and hugged me. I'm still crying when my other classmate called me and tell me that someone is looking for me. I was a cry baby that I don't want to go outside and check the person. But Fritzie told me that I should go and meet the person, I weakly smiled at her before I said my Thank you yo her

I slowly walked outside our room and there, my sweetheart was standing beautifully while holding bouquets of flowers. My suddenly sadness went away and replaced with joyful. I throw myself on her and she giggled when she catch me.

"Baby stop crying." — she whispered and place a kissed on the side of my head. My tears always betrayed me and now I'm crying in her arms. She was rubbing my back as she tried to calm me and help me stop from crying. My other classmates was watching us and some of them look so jealous. I pull away from her embrace and place a quick kissed on her lips. She became red with that and I chuckled. My classmates were teasing us which makes me blushed. My eyes caught Jasper looking at us blankly. I smirk at him and that's his cue to walk away.

"This is my girlfriend, Thea." — pakilala ko sa kanila. My classmates are squealing, di ko naman sila masisis dahil iba ang Charisma ni Thea. Sorry girls, but she's mine.

"I didn't know you're into girls Jessi." — Holly said. I smiled at her as I hold Thea's hand in mine. Holly is one of my groupmates on our project and she's our classroom President.

"I'm only for Thea. Just for her." — I answered which make her chuckled. I excuse myself and Thea's to my classmates. Thea was really silent as I walked her towards the parking lot.

"I didn't see the guy you are talking about." — she suddenly muttered. Napatigil naman ako sa paglalakad at hinarap sya.

"He saw us sweetheart. I'm sure he will stop bothering me from now on." — I said happily. She smiled back as she pinched my cheeks. "You just stole a kissed infront of your classmates." — she said. I pouted my lips as I hold her free hand.

"I just want to show them that you're really my girlfriend." — I respond. She shake her head before she dragged me inside her car. I happily hop on and when she's already in the driver's seat, I lean forward and place my hands on her face. I pull her towards me and claimed her delicious lips. Hmm my favorite meal.

"One more sweetheart." — I said using my small voice. She obliged without arguing with me. I'll never get tired of this lips, my Thea's lips.

After our long kissed, she pulled aways as we need to breathe. I giggled as she catch her breath. I run my tongue on my lips to make sure I swallowed her remaining taste on my lips. She was looking at me dumbfounded and I take advantage of it to peck her lips one more time.

"Thank you for this sweetheart." — I said while sniffing the flowers.

"I just wanted to make it up to you baby. I'm sorry for being busy last week." — she said as she fix her lipstick. She face me afterwards as she pull wet tissue and clean the stain lipstick on my cheeks on lips. I can stare at her for how long I want, she's just so beautiful.

"You're forgiven." — I told her. I look at the time kn my watch and that's my cue to go back inside our room. "Sweetheart wait for me, okay? Please just don't talk with someone here. Wait for me here inside your car." — I said to her seriously. She was confused but she nodded her head which make me sigh in relief.

"I'll wait for you. Tatawagan ko na lng si Larry." — she said. The name Larry caught my attention and that's the reason my mood changed. Suddenly, Fritzie's voice was playinside my head, telling me about Thea with someone last night. I grip the flowers tightly which caught Thea's attention. "Baby, what's the matter?" — she worriedly asked as she rested her hand on the top of my hand which was still holding the flowers.

"Who the hell is Larry?" — I asked her coldly. She swallowed before she told me that I need to calm down because Larry is the one who will substitute on her works.

"I'm just teaching him kasi bago lang sya. You don't need to react like that Jessica." — she sternly said. I look down as I feel guilty and bad for reacting like that. My tears are threatening to fall which make her groan. She hold my face softly and wipe my tears. "Jessica stop crying. God!" — she muttered trying to hold her madness. I tried stop my tears but I end up sobbing which make her eyes soften and place a kissed on my forehead. She pull me towards and hugged me. "Baby come on, I want you to be mature. Hindi sa lahat ng oras lagi mo iiyak, hindi ka na bata." — she said. I nodded my head as I keep on saying I was sorry. She told me that I need to go now and she will wait for me. She kissed my lips before I finally went out and go back to our room.

"Be mature Jessica." — I uttered to myself sadly.