GONE (COMPLETED)

FINAL.

"Sweetheart it's been 1 year and I just get my courage to visit you. I'm sorry, isa pa, nagpagaling ako para sayo at para sa sarili ko." — usal ko sabay punas ko sa namuo kong luha. "Madami akong napagsisihan, pero ang mahalin ka ang hinding hindi ko pagsisihan. Naging baliw man ako dahil sa pagmamahal ko sayo pero ikaw ang isa sa mga dahilan kung bakit naging masaya ako." — I added. I place the flower on her tomb. I smiled sadly as I touch her name.

"Mahal na mahal kita Thea. Hindi ko alam kung makakaya ko pang magmahal ng iba." — I look up and stare at the blue sky. It looks so peaceful. "I never get the chance to say Goodbye to you. I missed you so much sweetheart." — I whispered in the air. "I promise my sweetheart, this time, I'll be better. If ever someone will come into my life. I'll treat her/him better. I know that you will be happy for me." — I added. I sat on the grass and stare at her tomb again.

"Sweetheart, mom help me to move forward. She never left me alone. Akala nya mawawala na ako sa buhay nya because I didn't talk to anyone after I found out that you're gone. Your cousin Antonneth help me too, and I'm sorry sweetheart, I kissed her because I thought she was you. I'm so down and lonely that time... I don't have any idea that..." — I wipe my tears. "that... you're not here anymore. But there's a time that I suspected her, she's so girly, ibang iba sayo sweetheart." — I chuckled. "Eventhough they are telling me that I'm hallucinating sometimes... for me, you really came and visit me. Tama ako diba?" — I added, bigla naman lumakas ang hangin. Napangiti ako dahil ang nasa isip ko, nandito si Thea sa tabi ko. She's here beside me, embracing me and she's listening to my story.

"Your sister was warming up to me sweetheart. I think she missed you so much. Don't worry sweetheart I'll be her sister for you. I'll act like her true sister." — I smiled and stand up.

"Sweetheart I promise, I'll visit you more often now. Especially that I'm slowly healing. Thank you for everything... I love you from here to heaven. You're my Angel and I know that you are watching me down here." — I said while crying again.

"I'm sorry sweetheart, my mood keeps on changing. It's so hard for me to smile but I'm trying. It's not easy for me to accept the fact that I will never see you again. Maybe in another life, we will see each other again my Thea." — I added as I wipe my remaining tears. I cough and calm myself. I don't want to be a crybaby before I go.

We just realized our wrong doings when someone you love leave you. We should really know how to trust our partner, not jumping to a conclusion and just decide what you think is right. The song said too much love will kill you, and I agree with that. When you love someone, you should left for yourself too. Don't give it all to your love one... that's unhealthy. If I could just bring back time, I wanted to correct all my mistakes, Thea deserved more than what I have gave her. And now that she's gone, I can't do anything anymore.

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