GONE (COMPLETED)

CH. 06

We fixed our argument as usual. I said sorry to my sweetheart and she just told me not to be paronoid anymore. I just nodded my head because Me, myself and I are not sure if I can do that. I realized that I'm not just obsessed at her but I'm also possessive towards her. I really don't know what's happening to me because this is the first time I fell inlove and I didn't know that it will turned me like this. I hope my Thea won't mind because I just love her so much, I'm so inlove with her.

My 5'7 ft Thea looks so charismatic especially when she's wearing a white shirt and black rip jeans paired by her white stan smith adidas, by the way I'm 5'4 ft. I mentally bite my lower lip as I scan my eyes on her, she smiled at me which I reciprocate. I throw myself on her arms so I can embrace and smell her sweet scent. How I love to be in her arms always, my safe haven.

"Sweetheart Thank you for taking me out." — I said using my small voice, she giggle and place a kissed on my head while she start stroking the hair on my back.

"This is nothing baby, I just want to show you that no one can replace you in my heart. You have me, okay? Hindi ako papayag na aagawin nila ako sayo." — she answered sweetly, Just hearing her sweet voice makes me feel better but her sweet words makes me feel so special and loved. I pouted and tried to hold my tears that are starting to fall. I'm really emotional when it comes to Thea, this is happy tears tho but I don't want to be a cry baby since we're not yet starting our date.

"Thank you sweetheart, know that I love you and I won't ever let you go." — I respond to her. She nodded her head and hummed before she pull away so she can look at me.

"I don't want my baby crying right now. Nasasaktan ako tuwing nakikita kitang umiiyak. That's the least I wanted to happen." — she told me softly, as I stare on her eyes I can see the a little sadness on it. I place my hand on her left cheek then rubbed my thumb on it.

"But those tears are happy tears sweetheart. You're making me so happy right now." — tugon ko sa kanya. Napangiti naman ito sabay hawak nito sa kamay kong nasa pisngi nya.

"Alright but... mamaya ka na lang umiyak huh? I don't want to ruin your make up." — she joke which make me laugh. We proceed our day on the amusement park, this is our second time in this amusement park since my Thea is not really into those rides. She just want to make my mood really good that's why she chose to bring me here. I'm so happy because I love going here especially riding those rides. This is the place where my Dad always bring me when I feel so down. Whenever I'm here I feel that he's here with me. Malungkot akong napatingin sa langit, Dad I know you're watching me, my girlfriend brings me here where you usually bring me when you're still here beside me. I just realized how much I'm missing my Dad, he left us since I was 13 years old, it's been 5 years but I still can't accept the fact that he's already gone. Naibaling ko lang yung kalyngkutan ko ng makilala ko si Thea, she gave me hope, she bring back the smile on my face and she complete me.

"Baby san mo gusto unang sumakay?" — she asked me while she's looking around. I secretly wipe my tears and tried to place a happy face on my face. I don't want to worried her anymore and I just want to enjoy our day together.

"Let's try the roller coaster sweetheart." — I respond excitedly, I know that Thea is not a fan of those rides but she's not complaining when I drag her with me. I was laughing deep inside, my sweetheart really loves me.

Our date was different compared to our past dates. This is one of the special day for me. We watched the fireworks together while holding each other hands. I looked at her lovingly which she also did. She caressed my cheeks before she lean forward and place a gentle kissed on my forehead.

"I love you Jessica Quintos." — she said. And there, my tears started to fall. I hug her tight and told her how much I love her too. We're both inlove and I'm not complaining.

Thea's graduation day was gave me mixed feelings. I'm so happy and proud of her yet I feel so sad and down since I won't have the chance to see her in our University. My baby will start working while I'm turning Sophomore. I'm surely gonna missed her, especially whenever my lunch break and my vacant time because she will always there to accompany me. Either one of us will wait for each other before our class end. I'm gonna missed those time with her.

"I'm so proud of you sweetheart, you made it!" — I said with a proud smile on my face, she cupped my face before she lean forward to kiss the tip of my nose. Oww those butterflies on my tummy are rambling inside me. What a sweet kiss from my Thea.

"Thank you baby. Can't wait for your time to be wearing this toga." — usal nito sabay hawak nito sa suot nya. Napatango naman ako habang nakangiti. Me too as well, I can't wait. Sana mabilis na ang takbo ng oras para magkasama na kami sa iisang bahay at ikasal na kami. Just thinking that scenario sending a shover down to my spine.

"I love you." —busap bago ko sya nakawan ng halik sa pisngi. That was my first time to place a kissed on her cheeks, I'm so possessive towards her but I get shy to initiate the kiss. She gets blushed and stunned by my sudden kiss. I giggle at how cute she is.

"Baby I love you too." — malambing na tugon nito.

We celebrated with her family that night. I spent my night to their home. We cuddle and watched movie together. I hope everything will always like this with her.

"Promise me that you will find time for me." — I said using my baby voice. She chuckled and pinch my cheeks.

"I promise baby." — she said as she look at me lovingly.

I was hoping to be kissed by her, to get a chance to kissed her lips. We stare each other for how long it is. I just realized her face was leaning towards me. Am I dreaming? Our first kiss might happened tonight? Right? Please don't let me down Thea.

"I was really saving our first kissed." — she whispered as she stare at my lips. I mentally bite my lip which it cause her gasp and swallowed. "I love you." — she said as she cupped my cheeks and sealed her lips in mine. I was hyperventilating by the sudden contact, it was sweet and soft, actually I don't have any idea what to do but I place my hand on her neck and pull her closer to me. The kissed was gentle and sweet, it's really wonderful, I don't know how to describe but it's make me feel so happy and emotional because finally, my Thea and I kissed.

Our first kissed might be in her bed, wearing a simple clothes. But this is the night that I won't ever forget, because this is the start of me being addicted to her lips. I won't get tired to get a taste her lips in every day. I'll make sure to find a way to kissed her.

She pull away with a beautiful smile on her lips. She place her forehead in mine, I was smiling too as my tears keep in falling.

"Don't cry baby." — she said trying to catching her breath.

"Finally you kissed me kn the lips." — I said surprisingly. She giggle and peck my lips one more time. "No turning back." — I told her which make her look at me confused. I chuckle and caressed her cheeks.

"What do you mean baby?" — she asked me.

"Because your girl is already addicted to your lips. I will kiss you forever." — usal ko na syang ikinailing nito habang may ngiti sa labi.

"Let's see." — she said as if she's trying to challenge me. I smirk before I pull her face to me.

"You'll see." — I said before I smashed our lips together.