Carl jumps on the bed and I climb on top of him. He's only wearing his trousers, while I on the other hand am still fully clothed. "God I can't wait to rip thoughts clothes off you." Carl smirks. I hit his shoulder and laugh.
"Is it me, or are you extra kinky today?" I ask, folding my arms.
"Shut up you." He pushes me off him and I land on a bunch of pillows. Carl then nuzzles into my neck making me moan a little, I turn my head round and smash my lips into his, he gasps slightly but gradually eases into it. My hands travel up and down his chest. Carl takes his lips off mine and smile at me. "I never knew you were this strong." he laughs.
"Well everyone has their secrets." I kiss him again and his hands travel down to my shirt, he starts to undo the buttons and I help him. I quickly pull the shirt off and throw it to the opposite side of the room. Carl sits up and pushes me backwards, I gasp but continue to keep my lips firmly pressed to his, we both nip hungrily at each other's mouths wanting more.
Needing more.
Carls hands down to my thighs, he squeezes my ass making me yelp. "Well hi there Brenda." He says, I put my forehead to his and laugh.
"I'm starting to think you like Brenda more then me." Carl acts shocked but laughs, ruining his oscar award winning acting.
"That's not true in the slightest." We both sit up and I play with my shirt awkwardly. Why did he stop? Does he not like this? Did I do it wrong? Considering it is both of our first time, I'm not really sure if we know what we're doing, "we don't have to do this you know, I'm not going to force you." Carl says grabbing my hand and stroking it with his fingers.
"No, I want too it's just," I pause, what if what I'm about to say will scare him off? "I'm scared okay? What if I do it wrong? Or what if you don't like me after it?" Carl pulls me closer to him and sighs patting my head.
"That will never happen, I will always love you. And it's okay if your scared, I'm scared too it's just, I want to do it because we never know when were gonna die here and I think we should just make the most of each other you know?" I smile and Carl gives a small, warm smirk in return, I wriggle out of his grip and stand up.
"The group." I say, quietly, "they know were up here? 'Sleeping'" I make quotation marks with my fingers.
"Yes, they won't interrupt us, I promise." Carl laughs.
"Okay then." I pull my black t shirt over my head and throw it across the room, Carl gapes at me and I suddenly feel a little self conscious. I turn away not wanting to meet his gaze but he lunges at me and pulls me onto the bed with him. Pillows block our view of each other and I hear Carl grunt.
"Damn pillows," he whispers, "trying to get in the way of my lady I see." I laugh and Carl smiles at me, clearly impressed by his own remark. I see him start to unbutton his trousers, he slips them off and then smashes our lips together again. My hands travel up his spine, while his hands are firmly pressed onto Brenda. I fumble for the button on my jeans and I finally undo it. I hesitate before taking them off. Carl clearly sees this and smiles at me.
"Carl I don't know." I whisper, embarrassed by my words. He strokes my cheek with his fingers.
"It's okay." I hear the disappointment in his voice and I groan.
Stop being such a pussy, you want to do this, I know you do.
I rethink the idea of having sex with Carl and gradually ease into it. I'm only worried because I'm scared he's not going to like me, but I've come to the realisation that that's never going to happen, I mean the boy said it himself.
He loves me.
And I love him.
He said we need to live in the now, so that's exactly what we're going to do.
I laugh at myself and unclip the button. Carl pulls my jeans off and I smile at him as he does so. "I know my charm would work." Carl says, laughing slightly.
"What charm?" I tease him. He raises an eyebrow at me, then lunges pushing me back onto the mattress. I nuzzle my nose into his neck and I feel him release a slight groan. I nip his ear lobe and even though Im facing the opposite way to him, I can feel his smile.
"You sure you want to do this?" Carl asks, it's strange that a boy so cocky can be so concerned and sweet.
I breath in, "hell yeah." I continue to play with Carls ear lobe, while he gently sucks skin by my collarbone.
"That's my Girl." I hear him mumble between breaths. Carl looks up at me and I stop nipping his earlobe. "Now you promised me a spanking, didn't you?"
"I thought you said we were going to reverse the rolls." I smile, the rooms cold and I shiver, I feel Carl hug me tighter.
"Well I spank quite hard," Carl teases, "and I don't want to hurt Brenda." Excuses excuses. I push Carl back again and he laughs. I feel his hand slap my ass and I yelp in pain and shock. "Told you I do it hard." I sit on top of Carls stomach and trace my fingers up and down his stomach. The condoms lie next to the lamp and I reach for them, I get a good grip on the packet and drop it on Carl. My hands fumble and I unclasp my bra, it comes off making me shiver even more. I see Carls eyes widen, he manages to look away from my chest and then look into my eyes. "God I love you." Carl sits up, making me fall off his lap I see him start to tear open the packet of condoms. His hands fumble, trying and trying again to open them, but he can't.
I can't wait any longer.
I pull him back onto the bed. He pushes me into a bunch of cushions and tangles his fingers in my hair. I push him back, I fall on top of him, and he grunts. "I need you." He whispers. "I need you right now."
"You have me." I whisper, I start to fall off his chest and I slam onto the bedroom floor. Id like to think i looked graceful while falling, but I know that's not true. "Shit." I rub my head and laugh at myself.
"Well what can I say, all the woman fall for me." Carl says, he laughs slightly at the joke he's just made. I immediately get back onto the bed and climb on top of Carl, I rip open the packet of condoms and hold it above Carl, teasing him slightly. "You sure?" Before I can answer I get pushed off him and he mutters "screw that, I don't need an answer." I laugh and wait for him. He comes back a few seconds later. I don't stare at his below half like I expect too, instead I look into his eyes. He climbs onto the bed with me, he strokes my thigh, sending shivers up my spine. "Are you ready for this?" Carl puffs.
"Yeah." I puff.
"I was talking to Brenda." He says, I laugh and he smiles. I slowly take off my bottoms and Carl smiles. "God your so beautiful."
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Deception
Fiksi Penggemar[dih-sep-shuh n] the act of deceiving; the state of being deceived. When a girl falls in love with a boy like in all cliche romance novels, but with zombies and misleading personas.
