𝐌𝐞𝐭 𝐇𝐞𝐫 𝐈𝐧 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐖𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐬 - 𝐽𝑎𝑑𝑒𝑛 𝐻𝑜𝑠𝑠𝑙𝑒𝑟

chapter 2

February 10th, 2021

JADEN'S P.O.V.

"Bryce!"
I yelled walking back to our place. I was just so pissed.
"What?"
"Give me her number. Right now!"
"Nope."
"Bryce don't play with me! I need to talk to her!"
"Well did you ever thought that she doesn't want to talk to you?"
Eyes from other guys around us widened while I walked closed to him. My hands were already formed in fists.
"Give. me. her. fucking. number." "Jaden I can't! Don't you understand?! I just can't! I would like to give it to you and that two of you never separated and she never moved away, but it's her decision! And I'm going to respect it! So if she said she doesn't want any of us to give you her number, I'm gonna respect that and don't give you her fucking number. Correction; we are going to respect it."
He emphasized the 'we' part.
"Bryce I just need my answers! Then I'll leave her live life happily without me!"
"We both know you're capping right now. You won't ever leave her again if you find her."
"Screw this all, I'm gonna sleep."
I got in my tent and closed it.

Why doesn't she want me to have her number? What did I do to make her feel like that about me? Sure, I was dickhead at the beginning, but I changed. I gave her my heart and she just fucking broke it into million pieces by leaving me.

Is that kid mine? If it's not does that mean she cheated on me so she left me when she found out she was pregnant? Even though I don't believe she cheated. There's always that tiny bit of anxiety that makes you think things you don't want.

Did she name him Josh because of Josh that saved her life? Or did she name him that because I said I want boy named Josh?

And why did she leave me when she found out she was pregnant? She knew I wanted kids with her. She knew I was ready to have family with her and wouldn't leave her again because I accepted my feelings.

Did she fell in love with someone else it these four years? I would be lying if I said I wouldn't be jealous. But I just want her happy. But I still want her to be with me. To be mine again.

Was she not happy with me? Was I not enough?
I would change anything just to be enough for her. That's how much I still love her.

I never stopped loving her. I wanted to hate her. I truly did. But I can't. I don't know how anyone would hate that beautiful precious human being.
I still care so much about her.

I just want us like we were. I want the love of my life back.

When I heard her voice today, it was like melody in my ears. It was like the whole weather changed. Sun came back.

You just could never hate her.

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In next few days, I continued searching for her, but I just couldn't find her. It's like she got under the grass in like half of hour that she had before I started searching for her.
And today we are going back to LA.

I still haven't really talked to Bryce. I'm just mad he doesn't want to give me her number. He doesn't want to answer any of my questions.

But I got my guys start already to search up the territory to find her. On whole country.
That's the only thing I got answer for. Bryce confirmed that she lives in Victoria. But he wouldn't say where exactly.

So call me a psycho, but I'm gonna find her. I'm not losing her again.

OLIVIA'S P.O.V.

My heart started racing as I lost him. I couldn't find him anywhere. And then, I saw him talking to a man, and there was two more on the chairs beside.

Now let's hope they won't do anything to either of us.

I didn't really pay attention to those two guys that were sitting, but Josh and that other man whose back I was facing.

"Josh! Come here right now! I told you you can't talk to strangers and run away any time you want! I'm so sorry he bothered."
I lowered my tone once I approached them; before I took Josh's hand so I'd check if he's okay. Maybe he fell somewhere, who knows.

"Sorry mommy, I just wanted to show him the mushroom."

Just then, the man who was crouching down turned around.
My gaze met his. No damn way.

I admired his features. He did get older in the face. His hair is styled differently. And now it's bleached. He still looks so hot and beautiful.

"O-Olivia?"
He stopped to fix his voice, while he stood up.
"H-hi."

My heart was racing so fast; as if it was about to come out of my chest. My hands were even shaking a little from my nervousness.
We stared at each other, until I decided that I should run away before we come in contact again.

All the memories started coming back, all the feelings. Just as I thought I finally started forgetting about him, I bump into him.

And for God's sake, he has to see Josh. Screw me.

"Um"
"Let's go back to our camping place baby."
I picked up Josh from the ground, so he was wrapped around me; before rushing away.

I don't want him to ask. And I knew he would. I just don't wanna answer those questions.

Because I broke his heart. And I know it. I cried so much when I left, but I just had to.

He did break mine, but then fixed it after a month or so, I'm not even sure.

But I left him for four years.
I can't talk to him, because guilt is killing me.

I know how much I hurt him, even though he probably thinks I don't care. But I do. I do care so much about him.

I made sure that Bryce, Josh, Addison or Nessa would check up on him every day and inform me how he's doing.

He was at first using drugs, for long time. Like every day. He was wasted every single day.

Then a year I think later, he stopped a little. I don't know what happened, but I'm glad he did. Drugs would kill him.

And now that he saw me, knowing him, he will find me again. And soon.

Unless he moved on from me. But I think he will at least find me to get answers.

Because I'm pretty sure he realized about Josh. Especially that Josh looks so much like him. He had his face shape, eyes and nose. They have same body type. He is a little copy of Jaden.

"Mommy why didn't you want to talk to that guy? He was nice."
"I told you not to talk to strangers. And not to run away, especially when we are in the woods. You want someone to take you away from me?"
He shook his head no while I placed him back on the ground.
"You scared me so much."
"I'm sorry mommy."
He pulled me down to kiss my cheek, before walking away to Jonathan to make him play with him.

"Liv, are you okay?"
Cynthia asked me, touching my knee.
"Yeah, I'm fine."
"You look like you saw ghost."
Fred added, making me shake my head.
"I'm good guys, truly."
"Okay."
"If you say so."

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