"gamerboykarl" I said, giggling.
"wait- is it stupid?" he asked me, his face getting red, feeling embarrassed.
"no, not at all! its cute, i like it" i smiled.
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"GAMERBOYKARL" I SAID, GIGGLING. "WAIT- IS IT STUPID?" HE ASKED ME, HIS FACE GETTING RED, FEELINGEMBARRASSED. "NO, NOT AT ALL! IT'S CUTE, I LIKE IT" I SMILED.
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I SIGH, STARING AT MY CEILING. It's another lonely night, while my roommate gets drunk and has sex loudly, I'm in my room regretting life decisions. It's just another normal night. I close my eyes, and think about him. Think about scenarios I could've experienced if I was still with him. If I still had him, I would spend every day with him. I wouldn't be here, I wouldn't live here. I would've gone to North Carolina with him. If only.
I turn to my nightstand and open the first drawer. I grab my lighter and get out of my bed, slowly walking to my roommates room. I hear no moans and take my opportunity to knock.
"Doors open" She says from the other side of the door.
I open the door, "Hey" I say, casually showing her my lighter.
"My drawer, there should be two- but only get one." She says.
I try my best to not look at her and her fuck buddy on the bed, it always amazes me how they never care when I walk in on them, not even when they're both naked. I open her drawer and grab the joint, quickly walking out of the room without saying anything. I contemplate whether or not to smoke inside, but come to the conclusion that I should just smoke it outside.
"Doing this again, cause why not?" I mumble to myself as I light it up.
I hear footsteps walking towards me, I turn around and see a dude coming my way. "Hey" He says. "Hey" I reply. "You're Y/n, right?" He asks. "What?- Yeah. Who are you?" I ask him. "Jackie's friend- I'm Liam." He says, putting his hand out waiting for me to grab it and shake it. "Hey Liam, Jackie's inside- she's busy though. I can tell her that you're here? Unless you're here to- join in..?" I sigh. "Never mind- I'll just tell her you're here." "Actually, I'm here for you." He says. "What?" "Has she not told you? I'm the date dude." "Oh fuck- I didn't know we were still continuing this."
Jackie would convince her friends (old fuck buddies) to go on a date with me. She wanted me to be like her, except I didn't want to talk to any dude that wasn't him. That's why this whole thing started - to get me over him.
"So- Can I hit that?" Liam asks me, awkwardly smiling. "Yeahh, sure."