pleasure unbound - 지극

reason

"What are you talking about Dad? That's....that's not possible,"

I tried to laugh off the thing he just uttered but only I knew the way my heart was beating out of my chest right now.

"Is it? But what if I told you he was wearing the exact same outfit as you are in right now?"

"I don't know what you're talking about Dad. It's late you should go hom-"

He suddenly grabbed my wrist as I was about to walk away. His eyes darted into mine looking much more serious this time. He pulled me down making me sit on the couch again, his grip on my wrist tighter as he did so.

".....dad it hurts,"

"Who was that Jungkook?"

"Who was who?" I said clasping on his hand which was giving me trouble.

"Who is that boy you were with?"

I blinked a couple I times before I cleared my throat and spoke up.

"It was my friend. I told you I was out with a friend already, why are y-"

"Is this your friend?"

I was out of words now when he held up his phone facing the screen to me. The image in the phone made me fill with nausea and nostalgia. The way Jimin was crouched down on the floor, our faces together, with me just hanging my hand in the midair.

"W-why would you take a p-picture of us Dad? Y-you're disgusting,"

I shuttered feeling me whole life crumbling down into pieces.

Did he spy on me? Why would he follow me? A-am I still the same kid that he used to manipulate year's ago?

"Disgusting? You do this behind our back and call me disgusting?"

I bit my lip as started guilt filling me up.

But he doesn't know what I've gone through and I don't even think he'd try to understand if I narrate it to him, after all he never really did listen to me all these years.

~Flashback~

"What? What do you mean you don't like girls?"

Jungkook took a deep breath as he started at the ground nervously.

"I-I...."

Small Jungkook didn't know how to come to his single Dad, as he just took there fiddling with this fingers.

"Jungkook it's fine if you don't like girls,"

Jungkook felt his heart relax at his Dad's words. He raised his glazed stares at his Dad with expectation only hoping that he will understand him my anyways, that he will accept the way who he was.

"Really?" Jungkook asked with innocent eyes staring with a little joy.

"Yeah...after all it's not your time to think about those things. You should focus on your studies right now. You'll gradually get interest in girls as you age with time,"