pleasure unbound - 지극

reasons

"J-Jimin....you're crying?"

He gasped his doe showing that affection and worry for me and only me. Oh, how bad I wanted to see them every morning, every night and every fucking hour.

But I know that's never gonna happen. No matter how good he fucked me, how much his vision showed that affection, how much his body wanted me, how much he desires me or craves me, at the end of the day he would be with his wife.

Her having the warmth of his embrace, her waking up in his arms, her having all the morning kisses and goodnight kisses.

One call....just one call from Yuna and he would be running his ass off to her, leaving me behind and all alone...again.

"Jimin what's wrong? Please tell me. D-did I hurt you? I'm sorry.....please don't cry. I-"

"Jungkook..." I stopped him from babbling when he paused and glared into my eyes.

"Why does it have to be me, Jungkook?"

"What?"

"I can't take this anymore Jungkook. I just can't -"

I mumbled coldly as I pushed him off me and got off the bed.

He grabbed my wrist right in my position and I turned my head back.

"Did I do something wrong? Why are you acting this way?"

I scoffed at his words as I ran my finer through my hair.

"Wrong you say? How is this even fucking right in anyway Jungkook?!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs.

And to be honest, I was amazed by myself too. I hadn't spoken to anyone in this way until today.

"Don't you think we've gone too far now? Don't you think it's way out of control now? Don't you?"

He just stayed quiet and face the ground because we both knew he had no justification and this discussion was just a waste of time.

I grabbed his face and made him look me in the eye.

"Where do you see us in future Jungkook? Still, hiding from the world, still fucking and cuddling behind the walls, still pretending to be fine with it until our late forties? Fifty's? Or until we die? Until your wife finds out or until your daughter will be all grown up and see you in all is disgust?"

He sighed a breath as he moved my hand off his face.

"Jungkook, speak to me!"

"What?!!!"

He yelled making me flinch. I breathed heavily as I watched the anger in my eyes. What more I saw in those orbs we're fear, grief and suffering.

I bit my lip and furrowed brows before I got off the bed. I started picking up my clothes from the floor and dressing up aggressively.

He watched me impatiently until when he rushed over me and grabbed my wrist, rather harshly this time.

"What do you want me to do Jimin? Want me to intro you to my wife before she finds out herself? Is that what you want? Tell me-"