pleasure unbound - 지극

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"But now....he is gone. A-and so is my will to live," "But now....he is gone. A-and so is my will to live,"

"I've spend my whole life, trying to become the son you wanted Dad.."

His Dad frowned and glared at him with tears streaming.

".....but did you ever tried to become at least just a father to me?"

"I-I can't do this anymore......I can't Dad!"

Jungkook sniffed but paused when his Dad gripped on his arm.

"Jungkook....I-I'm sorr-"

"Maybe if mom was alive..."

Jungkook cut his dad off as he stared at the ground. His dad gasped when he heard him bring his mom in conversation and he exactly knew what Jungkook was gonna say.

"......maybe if she was alive, she'd never let this happen. Maybe she'd stand by my side a-and,"

Jungkook mumbled in a shaky voice.

Nothing is more hurtful than watching your son regret that you raised him.

Even after being a single father and trying to replace his mother's vacant space, he at last realised that he was only making Jungkook's life hard.

The thinking of giving him a happy normal life was just in his mentality and not in Jungkooks.

The fact that his son had to cry every night and even attempt to die several times only because of one mistake his Dad committed, made his Dad feel miserable.

His heart broke at the way Jungkook expressed himself all weak and vulnerable.

Never in the world Jungkook's Dad expected to see his son.....Jungkook in that state.

It was very painful for a father.

Very.

"Don't say that Jungkook....p-please forgive me,"

His Dad sobbed as he cleanched into Jungkook's arm and hung his head low.

"Sorry for all the trouble I caused you Dad. Sorry for being a shame, for being just a burden in the name of a son....s-sorry,"

Jungkook muttered as he shrugged his hand off his arm and turned around to face the door but got hault in his steps when he saw Yuna standing behind with tears in her orbs.

He walked up to her and caressed her cheek making her shut her eyes in response. She smiled as she put her hand over his and moved it towards her lips and kissed it gently. A tear drop dripping down the corner of her eyes.

Yuna looked down when she felt Jungkook slipped something into her grasp and leaned near her ear.

"Take care of Jihyuna for me," He breathed out before he walked out of the door.

"J-Jungkook!!" His Dad yelled as he stampered behind Jungkook trying to follow him.

But he was gone. He got in his car and drove off right before his Dad could reach out.