you are mine; noah flynn

twenty-four

being in love and truly happy is as good as it gets. for the first time in a long time i can say i'm content with my love life. noah is honestly the most supportive boyfriend in the world.  i'm not the easiest girl in the world. i fight back,i say what i think, and i know exactly who i am.

it took noah a long time to come to terms with the fact that i was going to win all our fights and arguments. but he's come to terms with it. i think.

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today i'm gonna go visit my dad. after seeing him the other day,it just made me realize that part of me did want to reconnect with my dad.

he's not a bad dad but he definitely will not ever be winning any type of award for best dad. i blame myself for my parents divorce. i feel like once i started showing signs of having bi-polar disorder,it drove my parents apart. and as it got worse,so did their marriage.

i've told noah that i felt that way before. he said that sometimes two people find each other even if they're not meant to be with eachother. and he thinks that it happened at my parents expense.

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when i got to my dad's house i opened the front door. he was standing in his kitchen filling a glass of water. when he saw me he smiled brightly at me.

"hi sweetheart" he said pulling me into a big hug. "hi dad" i said. "cmon sit" he said,directing me to the living room. and i did.

"so what's new?" he asked me as i cuddled up against his dog. "nothing much" i said. "how's school going?" he asked. "it's actually going pretty well" i said. "i'm glad to hear that.i know i don't tell you this enough but i'm really proud of you sweetheart. i've seen who you've become and i want you to know that there is no one else that id rather call my daughter"
he said.

i smiled at him. "thank you dad" i said. "oh i love you sweetheart" he said. "i love you too" i said. he smiled. "any boys i should he worried about?" he asked. just teasing. he definitely didn't expect me to say i'm dating noah.

i laughed a little bit. "not that you should be worried but i do have a boyfriend" i said. he looked at me surprised. "who" he asked. "noah" i said with a laugh. "no way. you are dating noah flynn" he said surprised but excited. "yeah" i laughed. "good kiddo. i like noah" he said.

i smiled. "you guys serious or just hanging out" he asked me. "it's pretty serious" i said. he smiled at me. "just don't let him break your heart." he joked. i smiled.

i spent the rest of the afternoon with my dad just catching up on life. he told me about his job and his friends. it was nice to see him.