aubree grew up with noah flynn. the flynn family has been around her all her life. she was close with noah. but they weren't ever anything more than friends. well not yet.
i spent the next few weeks avoiding noah. i mean me and him finally got to a good place then i ruined it. just cause i was drunk. alcohol is not good for me. it makes me do and say things i regret.
but i mean,i really have been trying to stay away from noah. like i hide from him at school. i go down opposite hallways just so i don't have to see him. i've come up with an excuse to not be there for every family dinner we've had.
he's texted me a few times asking where i've been. which i haven't answered. i can't see him. i refuse. i can't look at him in the eye after the party. i mean i was in tears and drunk trying to tell him that i didn't want him with another girl. i mean talk about embarrassing.
me and jake have been good.
today i have to go to the flynn's house for mr.flynn's surprise birthday party. as much as i don't want to go and would love to lie my way out of going,it's his birthday,i'm not gonna miss it just because i was crying to noah about him being with another girl.
i have to be there by 5. and it's 4:13 right now. i have to hurry up and get ready.
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i did some cute makeup and a basic hair do. by time i was done,it was time to go.
i got in the car with my mom and ava. my mom asked me if i've talked to noah recently. i told her not really. she didn't believe me. i don't know why. i mean i genuinely have not talked to him in weeks.
when we got there i made the very impulsive decision to go up to noah's room so i could set things straight.
i ran up his room. he was laying in his bed. "hey,where have you been? i've been texting you" he said. i shrugged. "what's up" he asked. "nothing" i said. "coming to cry to me again cause i was with a different girl at your party" he teased. "okay look,i was fucking drunk noah. you know i was. i didn't mean what i said" i told him. "yeah okay" he said. "what if i did mean it" i flirted. he looked at me with a smirk. "then i'd think it was cute that you cared" he said.
i walked closer to him then walked right out of his room. "tease" i heard him mumble. i smirked and walked back downstairs.
... the whole party was literally repulsive. i just wanted to go home. and not be there. i think noah could sense that because he kept looking at me and smirked everytime i rolled my eyes or looked somewhat annoyed.
around 7:30 everyone in the house had parted ways. the adults were in the kitchen. me and noah were in the living room with ava. lee,elle,and rachael were in the basement.
ava went to see my mom and me and noah ended up going up to his bedroom. i sat on his bed and he looked at me. "what" i said. he smirked. "nothing" he said.
"what was the girls name that was with you at my party" i asked. "veronica" he said with a smirk. i rolled my eyes. "did you fuck her" i asked. "why" he asked. "answer my question" i said. "a little bit" he teased. i rolled my eyes.
"aubree i don't understand why you're mad. you have a boyfriend. and when i was upset about it you told me to get over it" he said. "i know i know. it's just you're supposed to love me,not her" i said. "and you're supposed to love me not him." noah said.
