thirty-nine

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jake had practice after school. he drove me to his house to get my car. he told me i could just chill at his house until he got back but i told him i was supposed to watch my sister. which was a lie.

i was actually going to noah's. not to get back with him but to talk to him i guess. i told him i'd be there for 3 but didn't show up till 4.

when i eventually got there he seemed eager to see me. i stood next to his bed with my arms crossed. he was laying in his bed. "come lay with me" he said. "no" i said. "why not" he asked. "cause we both know what will happen if i do" i said. "yeah you're right. but you like it" he said. i rolled my eyes. "you can't resist my dick,don't lie" he teased. "jakes is bigger" i said. he clenched his jaw.

i leaned against his bed and looked at him. "what do you want noah" i asked. "to say sorry" he whispered. i raised my eyebrows. "yeah right" i sassed. "i'm serious" he said. my face dulled and i waited for him to apologize.

"i'm sorry aubree. i really am. i love you. i really really care about you too" he said. "then why did you do it noah" i asked. he shrugged. "it makes me feel like i was never good enough for you. all those times that i told you that i loved you. i meant it. and you never did. or maybe you did. but you didn't love me enough to stay loyal. and the fact that you lied to me about it for over a month,really?" i said. "i know,i know. i fucked up and i can't take it back. if i could,i would. but what i can do is tell you i'm sorry and i still love you" he said.

i sighed. "i'm not gonna stand here and act like i don't love you still. i do love you noah. i think i always will. but if this is your way of trying to get back together with me,it's not gonna work. i just don't trust you. and neither of us are ready to jump back into things." i said.

he sighed. "i know" he said. "as much as i appreciate the fake apology and the half ass effort,i'm just gonna pass on this" i said.

his eyes shot up at me. "what" he said. i looked at him confused. "that wasn't a fake apology aubree" he said. i rolled my eyes. "sure it wasn't" i sassed sarcastically. he rolled his eyes back at me. "anyways i gotta go" i said. "where do you need to be" he asked. "not that it's your business but me and jake are hanging out" i said. he rolled his eyes.

"so what? is he just your rebound? are you gonna act like you guys are dating just to piss me off and make me jealous?" he sassed. "not everything is about you noah. maybe i actually like him for him and not just because we broke up and i need a rebound" i said.

"aubree you're using him,just admit it" he said. "nope. i've always thought he was a nice guy. before and after you ripped me away from him at your party a few months ago." i said.

he rolled his eyes. "i'm leaving. go have fun with elle" i sassed. he clenched his fists. i looked down at them. "what,you gonna come punch me?" i said. he looked down at his fists and unclenched them. i smirked.

i walked out of his room. on my way down the stairs,i passed elle. she looked like a mess. i rolled my eyes at her. she stopped me. "aubree,i'm really sorry-..." i cut her off.

"save your breath elle. you're not sorry that you had sex with my boyfriend. you're just sorry that you got caught and your dad found out about it" i said. "no that's not true,i'm actually sor-..." i cut her off again.

"elle i said to save your breath. i honestly don't care to hear your annoying voice" i said and walked past her.

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