FORMULA 1 - One Shots (L.N.)

💔 Lando Norris - Because you make me feel insecure about myself

I was laying on my bed, bored as hell. I didn't know what to do as all my friends were already busy. So that's the problem when your plans change short-term. Originally my boyfriend Lando and I had planned a date-night because we haven't done this in ages. With him always traveling and me busy with university, it wasn't easy to find some time for just the two of us. The plan was to play some mini golf, afterwards have dinner at our favourite restaurant and then we would have seen what we wanted to do. But Lando called me this afternoon, telling me that his best friend Max was feeling miserable because of some girl and that he pleaded him to play and stream with him today. So Lando asked me if it was okay to reschedule our plans. I wasn't happy with what I heard as I haven't seen my boyfriend longer than 30 minutes since one month because there was a triple-header and all I wanted to do was to spend a little time with him. But I knew that his friends are super important to him so I said that it was okay but that tomorrow the whole day was mine and I wouldn't share him with anyone. Lando absolutely agreed to my idea and told me again how sorry he was.

So here I was, in front of my TV with a bowl of chips watching Teen Wolf for the fourth time. Suddenly I heard my phone buzzing as I received a notification from Twitch saying "Lando Norris is streaming". I decided to watch his stream for a bit, as I loved seeing him interact with his chat and just talk in general. I mean who doesn't love the British accent? Lando and Max were playing Warzone together with Ant and Bankai, talking about random topics as suddenly Max said "So how on earth is it possible to find a girl that is not completely fake?" The others were laughing at his question, Ant answering "Yeah maybe you shouldn't take the ones, that were already in the bed of our Norris here.". I could see how Lando's smile faded a bit at this statement and I also didn't like the way this was going. He always tried to keep his relationships and therefore also his sex life as private as possible. Lando spoke up, not commenting the statement from Ant "Come on Max, you will find the right girl one day.". Max laughed at that "Haha! Yeah but maybe I should go and look for another type of girl as these are just good for a little hook-up. I mean they are absolute sex bombs and everything, but for something serious? I don't think so. But the other girls are also a no-go, I mean who wants someone who sits beside you in bed with a awful pyjama, looking like a 12-year old and eating chips.". The others were laughing. I looked down at myself, feeling like shit. Because I was one of these "no-go girls", sitting on my bed with a Harry Potter-pyjama, without makeup and a bowl of chips. And when Lando said "True story man." I just couldn't believe it, so he was the same opinion as Max. Ant said "Yeah, these girls are hot as fuck. Don't know why they even talk to you both." I watched Lando smirking at that comment and that was definitely enough for me.

I turned my phone off and walked to my mirror, watching myself in it. How could Lando agree with what Max was saying? I mean I knew that before me, he was always interested in these insta girls with their daily bikini photos and everything. But then he chose me as his girlfriend and I definitely wasn't one of these insta girls. Thousand of question were running through my head like 'Am I not good enough for him? Does he not find me attractive? Is he hooking up with someone behind my back? Why is he even together with me when I am so disgusting?' I knew that I would have to confront him about this. But right now all I wanted to do was sleep. Normally Lando and I would write each other a "Good Night" everyday when one of us is going to bed especially when he was far away racing, but at this moment I wasn't feeling like doing it. I laid down on my bed and tried my best to fall asleep but the last time I checked the time it said 4 am.

I woke up hearing my doorbell ringing, the time on the clock said 9 am. I was feeling like total shit. I stood up from the bed making my way to the door. When I opened it, I saw a smiling Lando Norris in front of me. He was looking hot, wearing a white shirt, black jeans and his white sneakers "Hey, you are not ready yet? Have you just woken up?" Lando asked while chuckling. "No and yes." I said coldly, feeling my anger from last night coming back. I turned around and left the door open for him to come in. He furrowed his brows in confusion and went after me "Okay, so as you wished the whole day is just yours and I will make up for yesterday. Promise!" At that statement I laughed sarcastically "Oh yeah? And you are okay with being seen in public together?" Now Lando was even more confused and I could see him thinking about what could be wrong. "What? Of course I am okay with that. I mean you are my girlfriend, right?" He asked me slightly worried. I rolled my eyes, not making it that easy for him "Right, I will go get ready. You can wait here." I said and made my way towards my bathroom. "Or I could come with you?" He screamed after me with a smirk on his face. "No." was all I had to say to that. I knew that Lando had absolutely no idea what was going on as yesterday everything was perfectly fine but the words he said on his stream just hurt me and left me insecure about myself.

When I was ready I walked towards the living room again where Lando was sitting and staring at his phone. As soon as he heard me approaching him, he looked up at me and smiled "You look beautiful babe." Not sure if he was lying because I definitely wasn't looking like one of these insta girls, I just scoffed. Lando stood up from the couch, came towards me and took my hands in his "Is everything okay? You have been so cold towards me the whole time. I am really sorry about yesterday but Max was completely down.". I tried to smile at him and said "Yeah everything alright." but I knew that now was the time to confront him about his words. I freed my hands from his grip and took a few steps backwards away from him "You know what? No, not everything is okay." "I knew that something was wrong. Do you want to tell me about it? I already wondered yesterday as you didn't write me a 'Good Night'." He asked me. I laughed "You really have absolutely no clue?" Lando shook his head no. "Well, maybe you should leave when you find me so unattractive and go to one of your sex bombs. I mean I am such a no-go. Or have you already done that?" Lando came towards me again. "What are you talking about? Is this about yesterdays stream? You know Max was just pissed because of this girl and -" I cut him off "Oh you mean that one you already slept with?" Lando let out a sigh "That's not fair, it was way before we got together and you understood that I was a little bit more experienced than you. And of course I find you attractive, more than this. You are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. And there is definitely no one else. Why are you always so insecure?" I couldn't do something against it, I had to laugh about his last sentence. "Because you make me feel insecure about myself. You agreeing to Max about those insta girls being sex bombs when your girlfriend is clearly not one of them. You liking bikini pictures of girls you already had sex with and you not being interested to spend time with me that's what makes me feel like shit about myself. Do you think it is easy as a girl to see all the girls on Instagram with their perfect bodies and all the comments about them being THE type of girls guys want? Because it is not and it clearly doesn't help you saying these things." I screamed and I could feel how my eyes watered. Lando was shocked and looked at me with pleading eyes "I never wanted to make you feel like this! I am so so sorry. I had no idea you would feel like this. I absolutely love everything about you. You are so sexy, that most of the time all I can do is stare at you and hope that I can control myself a little longer. But I also love it when we lay beside each other in bed just watching Netflix being lazy in our pj's. And you look fucking sexy in those too. I am so in love with you. When I like these photos I am not even looking I just kind of want to be nice, but I will stop with that. I promise! Please, let me make it up to you." He looked at me with his big puppy eyes. "Okay, but this is your second and last chance, you idiot." I chuckled with tears running down my cheeks. "And I am so in love with you too." He cupped my cheeks whipping the tears away and kissed me passionately. Lando then whispered in my ear with a smirk "So before I take you out, let my show you how sexy you are to me and what you do to me."

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Ideas for one shots with Lando are always welcome. 😊