FORMULA 1 - One Shots (L.N.)

💔 Lando Norris - You never planned on making us official Part 1

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Lando and I have been together for a few months now. I mean everything was going really well, I never thought that I would find someone who is so perfect for me but I did. There is just one thing that is bothering me. Almost nobody knew that he was mine, just our families and closest friends. For everyone else Lando was still the boy who enjoys his life and flirts with various girls. But the truth was that when he was home in England we were spending most of the time together, either just chilling and cuddling or playing golf with his friends. At the beginning of our relationship we talked a lot about us wanting to keep this private as long as possible and we did a really great job. But all I wanted to do now was showing the world how happy I was. I wanted to be able to accompany him to his races without having to be afraid of being discovered all the time. I wanted to be able to go and have dinner together or do the grocery shopping together or go and party together. But Lando always told me that he wanted to protect me from all the hate.

Sometimes, on my bad days, I felt like he was ashamed of being with me instead of one of this insta girls he is constantly connected to. Of course, when I tell him my concerns Lando always reassures me that this is absolutely not true and that he loves me but don't want me to get hate from anyone. And a part of me understands that, but still...

Right now I was sitting on the couch at Lando's house working on some papers that were due tomorrow. Lando on the other hand was training outside in his garden with Jon. As soon as I finished my work I could feel how I started to get bored. At first I checked how far Lando was with his training session, he was already sweating but Jon seemed to be not at the end. So I went to get my phone and started to scroll through Instagram. After watching a few videos I decided to lay down outside and just enjoy the sun a little bit. A nice side effect was that I could watch Lando from this position, he already had removed his shirt as it was way too warm. I could feel myself drifting off slowly into sleep. Roughly I was woken up a little bit later by a wet, warm something which was embracing me. I slowly opened my eyes and saw a smiling Lando laying on top of me. He was still not wearing a shirt but his hair was like the rest of his body still wet from his shower. "Lando, you know there is this great invention called towel." I asked him laughing and trying to wiggle my way out under him, but he put his hands to both sides of my hips and hold me right in place. He grinned "I know, but you are doing a way better job.", he put his head in the crook of my neck and fluffed his hair so that all the water drops flew onto me. "Laaando, stop it, please!" I pleaded him, giggling. "Okay, okay." He laughed and laid down beside me on the sun lounger. He sneaked his arm around my waist, pulling me closer. "I promised the boys to play with them today. You are fine with that, right?" I looked at him, knowing he was excited to play again with his friends after he wasn't home for the last three weeks. "Sure. Should I order us something to eat later? I wanted to clean the house a bit anyway." I said and smiled at him. Lando got up, already in a rush "Yeah that would be great. But could you please be quiet while cleaning I don't want Chat to think that someone is here. They already had a suspicion last time." and with that he was gone. I was a little hurt by his words, I mean that wasn't even my house and of course there is a bit of noise when cleaning something, but he also wasn't even grateful. So I decided not to clean his house, instead I thought about ordering food and then get it so I get some fresh air. I heard Lando screaming and laughing at the top of his lungs, which indicated that he would be doing this longer.

I ordered some Italian food for us and made my way towards Lando's door to put my shoes on. I thought about leaving a note behind for Lando, telling him where I have gone but I knew that he wouldn't even notice that I was gone. After like two hours I was back from my little tour. I opened the door with the key Lando gave me a few months ago and went to the kitchen. I decided as the good girlfriend I was, to bring him his food and also some water as he drinks far too little. I made my way to his gaming room, the door was already open, so I entered without hesitation. But suddenly I remembered that he said he not only plays but also streams. That means that thousands of people could see me right now standing here in Lando Norris room. I could even see from here how the chat exploded with messages and questions. Lando hadn't noticed it until now, but when he turned his attention back to the chat, he stumbled. He read a few comments until he realised what was going on and then turned to me. I could not interpret exactly what he was feeling or thinking. But joy was definitely not in evidence. I looked at him apologetically, left the room as quickly as I could and made my way back to the living room, his food still in my hands. I could hear Lando saying goodbye and then heard footsteps on the stairs.

"What the fuck were you thinking? I told you that I didn't want to make our relationship official yet." was the first thing he said when he stood in front of me. "I am so so sorry, Lando. I didn't mean to do that. I completely forgot that you were also streaming, I just wanted to bring you your food." Suddenly he laughed out loud and I could now clearly see how angry and pissed he was. "Of course you forgot, stop lying. You are a smart girl, you would never forgot something like this." he said while rolling his eyes. I was shocked, did he really just say that? "Are you implying that I did this on purpose?" I asked him angrily. "That's exactly what I'm saying, yes!" he said. Unbelievable. I took a few steps away from him as I did not want to be as close to him, feeling hurt. "Wow, you know what Lando. Think what you want because you have absolutely no idea! I am cleaning your house while you are gaming or training, but you don't even notice. All you had to say was that I should be more quiet next time. And right now I ordered food for you and just wanted to bring it to you. It wasn't my intention to make us official." "You always whined to me about wanting to make things official and now you had your way. Congratulations!" "Is it really that bad for you now?" I asked quietly and uncertain, my self-doubts kicking in. "Yes it is, can't you understand what this means?" Lando asked me. "No I understand really good now. You never planned on making us official. Not because you were afraid that I would get hate but because you were ashamed to admit that you are together with a girl like me. I was just some gap filler until you could have one of your other girls. Just sex, right? I mean you are a smart boy, I really believed that you loved me. But you could never stop flirting with these other girls. You know what, you don't have to be afraid anymore because there is nothing that can be made official." I yelled with tears running down my cheeks. Lando looked at me speechless, stepping towards me and tried to reach for my hand. But he didn't say anything, he didn't disagree "Your silence says it all." I said, turned around and left.