FORMULA 1 - One Shots (L.N.)

💔 Lando Norris - What kind of guy would do that Part 1

First of all thank you so much for reading my book.

I just wanted to say that this is all just fiction and comes from my "drama" mind. 😊 We all know that Lando isn't like that in reality, so please no hate. I am a big fan of him and was just in the mood for a little heartbreak. (Also not one of my best. 🙁)

I would really appreciate it, if you could tell me of you like these kind of 💔-stories (heartbreak) or if should write more ❤-stories (fluff). Because I don't know if I am the only one who loves that much drama.

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I knew from the beginning that it was an bad idea, but no I had to be so stupid and accept the invitation. Max literally begged me to come to his birthday party, as he was one of my best friends. But I knew immediately what or rather who would be waiting for me there. Lando. I haven't seen or talked to him for almost one month as I avoided him with everything I had. Ever since this video of him and this girl in Croatia leaked on Social Media every thought of him just hurt. I knew that seeing him would just make this worse.

Lando and I were good friends who knew each other through our common friend group. We always got along really well, flirting sometimes but thought it was just for fun. But after a while we both noticed that we wanted to be more than just friends. We wanted to keep our affection towards each other secret as long as possible, which surprisingly worked really well. Non of our friends noticed anything at the beginning. So when he was at home I came over to his house and stayed the night. While laying in his bed, we cuddled up with my head on his chest and our legs intertwined, watching Netflix and sometimes or rather often making out. I didn't have a lot of experience with boys as I rather wanted to wait for someone I really liked but I knew Lando already had a lot of experience with girls and I was kind of insecure about that fact. Lando always assured me that it didn't matter for him and if I wanted, he could show me these things. Because of all this, all his sweet words and actions, kisses, messages, phone calls, I thought that we could be in a serious relationship soon. So I decided that I wanted him to be my first, for me this was I huge step and important decision. I have told Lando before that I was still a virgin and that I wanted it to be with someone special, he knew what it meant to me. And I mean of course the sex was unbelievable with him. I was so sure at that time that we were on the same page with our relationship, but now I know that I was so wrong thinking that. Now I know that for Lando it all was just having fun and enjoying himself, seeing this dumb and naive girl with little to no experience falling hard for him. Sex that's all he wanted and I learned that the hard way.

Our friend group planned a holiday in Croatia on a boat for 10 days. I couldn't go with them as my exams where at the exact date but Lando was going on that holiday. I didn't think about anything when Max told me that two girls they knew would come with them. The night they left for their flight I was staying over at Lando's as I was driving him, Max and Tom to the airport in the morning. He still hadn't asked me to be his girlfriend but our friends at this time saw us already as a couple. Before he left at the airport he kissed me goodbye and told me that he would miss me. And then I saw that video and photos. Everywhere I looked on social media there was just this one image of this cute boy with curly brown hair and the skinny girl in a bikini, his hands on her ass. For me it was like a punch in my face, I didn't understand the world anymore. When Lando probably realised that his little flirt had become public, he tried to call me. But I just ignored him, I didn't want to hear his lame explanation. Our common best friend Max also tried to talk to me but I knew as soon as I took the call Lando would be on the other side. Lando left me voicemails and messages with explanations and apologies but I deleted all of them without reading or listening. I was done with this boy, he broke my heart and lost my trust. After a couple of days he gave up, the messages and calls stopped. When he was home again he tried again to reach me but I still refused to see him or talk to him, also there were now more photos of him and this girl coming up on Social Media.

Now, almost four weeks later I saw him again for the first time. I was at Max's birthday party with my best friend Anna and there he was sitting opposite of me. And right next to him was the same girl from the video, Linda. She was beautiful, tanned and super skinny, everything I wasn't. I felt like shit, but I refused to let anyone see that especially him. I noticed that all our friends didn't know how to act or what to say, it was kind of funny to watch that. Linda was really nice and everything, but I just wasn't able to like her. When Lando and her talked or just looked at each other I felt like throwing up right on the table. I was able to control myself and be polite until she asked me this one question. She asked me if I had a boyfriend. When I heard that all I could do was laugh, she looked confused, our friends on the other hand looked shocked and kind of afraid what would happen now. I thought about her question and said "You know I want to be honest here. I thought that this boy I was seeing liked me. I mean he had no problem to kiss me or even sleep with me. But then I learned that he was probably fucking another girl while he was on holiday and I had to study for my exams at home. So no I don't have a boyfriend." Linda looked at me with pity in her eyes meanwhile Lando was just shocked about my words, she said "Oh my god, I am so sorry to hear that! What an asshole. What kind of guy would do that?". I looked at Lando waiting for him to say something but nothing came so I answered her question "Hm... Maybe you should ask that guy right next to you. Lando what kind of guy do you think you are?".