FORMULA 1 - One Shots (L.N.)

💔 Lando Norris - You never planned on making us official Part 2

I couldn't believe what just happened. Have Lando and I just broken up? Was I really just one of many for him whereas he was my everything?How could it escalate so quickly and bad. I looked around not knowing where I was. I couldn't breath, everything was too much at the moment. What should I do now? I thought about going back to Lando and apologising but it wasn't my fault so that was absolutely no possibility. I dialled Anna's, my best friend's number hoping that she could bring me down. "Hey girl, whats up? I thought you were at Lando's?" she asked and at this point I couldn't hold my tears back any longer, only loud sobs could be heard "Oh my god, what happened? Are you alright?" Anna started to panic. I tried to calm myself down a bit so that she was able to understand my words "Could you please come and pick me up? I have no idea where the fuck I am right now. And I think Lando and I just broke up." "Of course, send me your location and I will be there as soon as possible."

20 minutes later Anna's car stopped right next to me. I walked towards the car, opened the door and slammed down on the seat. My best friend just looked at me, probably assessing what mood I was in and how she should react to it. "Do you want to talk about it?" was all she asked. I thought about the question "Honestly no, I just want to sleep." Anna nodded, understanding that this was everything I had to say. She started to drive and I leaned my head against the window, looking at the houses that we passed. I felt how I barely could keep my eyes open, I probably looked awful with red, puffy eyes but I didn't care at all. When we reached our shared apartment I went straight to my bedroom not even bothering to take my make-up off. I just wanted to sleep and forget about that shitty day, hoping that tomorrow everything would be better again. I reached for my PJ's, which were laying on my bed, but than I realised of which clothes my pyjama consisted. One of Lando's hoodies. The tears were making there way back, I threw the hoodie at the wall with as much force as possible, but that didn't satisfy me as I hoped it would. I got myself another shirt to wear and slammed down on the bed, closing my eyes instantly. But I couldn't sleep. My head was too loud, thoughts racing around, replaying my conversation with Lando again and again. I opened my eyes again when I noticed my phone lightening, I hoped that it was a message from him but instead it was a notification saying that Lando was back online on Twitch. Like, seriously? I tried to resist the urge, but no chance. I clicked on the notification and saw Lando's face in front of me. He looked as perfect as ever, his curls wildly disarranged, his T-shirt tight showing his lean muscles. In fact, he looked exactly the same as he had before our argument and I found that disgusting, as if it hadn't affected him at all. How could that be, did I really mean nothing to him?

"Hey Chat, I just wanted to tell you that I am really sorry about earlier. I didn't want to leave you hanging like that." he said. "I know you all want to know who that girl was and I will tell you. So..." he paused and looked at his monitor. "You don't have to panic, she is just a friend and there is absolutely nothing going on. She was just at my house because I invited a group of friends over to my house and she is also part of this group." Wow, what an asshole! I had enough of him and switched my phone off. There were no tears anymore to cry and I finally felt myself drifting off to sleep.

The next thing I knew is waking up to someone shaking my shoulder slightly. I opened my eyes slowly, seeing Anna sitting next to me on the side of my bed. She held a coffee and a toast with Nutella in her hands. My saviour! She handed me the coffee first and said "Good Morning. How are you feeling?". I thought about the question "I don't know, okay maybe?". She smiled at me sympathetically "Do you want to talk about what happened yesterday with you know who?". I laughed at that because it reminded me of one of the teen movies we love to watch. "Yeah, but first gimme Nutella!" When I finished eating, I told her every detail about yesterday, also Lando's words from his late night stream. We even re-watched it because she couldn't believe that he said this exact words. Anna had already met Lando a few times and she thought that he was the 'ONE' for me. But I am sure she is doubting that now. "You know what? He does not deserve you! So we are getting your things out of his house like right now so you don't have to see his face ever again." Anna said and stood up. I smiled at her "You know that he is racing in Formula 1, my favourite sport? So I probably will have to see his face again.", Anna just huffed at that. "Anna, really, thank you. But I think I have to go there alone to get my things. I will do it right now because he is at the MTC right now."

When I stood in front of Lando's house 30 minutes later I was nervous, but his car wasn't anywhere near, which meant he wasn't home. Perfect! My phone is still switched off, but I knew for sure that there wouldn't be any message or call from him as I was just a part of his friend group or the girl he could easily have sex with. I went inside with the spare key, I knew he hides the key inside the flower pot and searched in the different rooms for my things. I put the things inside my backpack, when I looked at my watch I realised that it took me longer than I thought it would. I was almost ready with the last room, Lando's bedroom, when I heard the front door open. What should I do now, he shouldn't be here? I couldn't get out through the window because it was way too high, I started to panic as I didn't want to face Lando. I looked around trying to find a solution but then there he was already, standing in the door frame looking at me shocked. When I realised that he won't say anything I spoke up "I am already on my way out, I just wanted to get my things." I wanted to walk past him, but he blocked the way suddenly. "Please let me through." I told him. All I wanted was to get out of here. But he didn't move. "Lando, I said you should move out of my fucking way!" I screamed at him and looked up, getting frustrated with every second I have to be in the same room as he is. Lando looked at me, saying "Please, Love, can we sit down and talk? Just two minutes?" I huffed at his question "Talk? I don't think there is anything to talk. You made it pretty clear what I am to you." I tried to push my way through but he stopped me, laying both his arms around me, trying to hug me. I tried to wiggle out of his embrace but he was way too strong. "No, you can't do that! You didn't say anything yesterday when I gave you the chance. Now it's too late!" I screamed. Lando looked at me pleadingly "I know, Love and I am such an idiot for that! I know that. I am such an asshole and I hate myself for what I said yesterday, to you and also on my stream." I stopped my moving, getting tired more and more. "How can I believe you? You hurt me and I am not having it. You can't treat me like shit! I know that I am not that beautiful but I know that I deserve to be treated better than that." I said to him and I could feel my tears coming back. Lando laid his fingers under my chin carefully and made me look up in his eyes. "What? Babe, you are the most beautiful, amazing and stunning women on the world! You are so smart and kind and funny and badass. I don't know what I did to deserve you. And maybe I don't but I love you, like so much and I am so sorry for all this shit I put you through. Please give me one more chance. I want to show the whole world that you are my girl and that you have my heart!" I could see how tears were running down his cheeks, his voice cracking with the last words. "I don't know." I was so torn. "Please, let me be your idiot." he spoke up again. I know that there was no way that I could say no to that beautiful boy in front of me. "Okay." was all I said. He looked at me with hope in his eyes and wrapped his arms around me. I also wrapped my arms around his neck and played with the short hair in his neck. I could feel his body shaking, so I looked at him and saw him crying. "Oh baby..." I said and smashed my lips against his in a passionate kiss. I could feel that he wanted to show me with the kiss how much I meant to him. "I was so lost without you, even if it was just one day." he said.

"Do you want to stream?" Lando suddenly asked and I was taken back by that question. He laughed at my clueless face and said "I want to introduce you as my girlfriend to everyone. But I mean only if you want this too." I smiled at him and pecked his lips, my hands in his curls. "Of course I want this, my idiot.".

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