Naked Fall [BxB]

Kabanata 37

Kabanata 37

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"Mi Arcus, I love you! Don't do this I begged you," Kaizer gripped my wrist.

Hindi ako humarap at nananatiling nakatalikod ako sa kaniya. I feel my heart being pound by a huge rock. My tears were like from the gloomy sky that unstoppable from receding. It was so heavy that no one can lift it for me.

"Neil please..."

"Kaizer tumigil ka na. Tigilan na natin ito-"

"I said I can't Neil! Hindi ko kaya..." His huge deep voice broke.

Mabilis siyang kumapit sa aking katawan. He wrapped me by his warm tight embrace from my back. It was so tight. It wasn't wholesome for me. Because it's just confusing and restraining me from the righteous deed I must have to do.

Hinawakan ko ang dalawang kamay niyang mahigpit na nakakapit sa aking tiyan. His huge hand was like handcuffs around me. He locked me like I will be his prisoner in his arms.

"Kaizer please..." Nahihirapang ani ko na rin.

Naramdaman ko namang umiling siya sa aking likuran. Ang kaniyang mahigpit na pagkakayakap sa akin ay ang mas lalong pumapatay sa puso kong nagsisimula ng mabasag.

Pilit kong inalis ang mahigpit niyang pagkakagapos sa aking katawan pero sa bawat pag-aklas ko ay mas lalo ko lang nararamdaman yung sakit na idinudulot niyon sa akin. It's like I was pushing aside the thorns that obstructive my way and it's causing me pain.

"Kaizer bitiwan mo ako!"

"Hinding hindi ko gagawin 'yon. You fall for me, so now, let's fall together. Let go on the cliff you are still holding on and please...be with me. Fall for me Neil," it was his massive voice.

"I won't Kaizer. I will never be completely fall for you." Tinatagan ko ang boses ko nang sabihin ko iyon.

Kailangan niya na akong bitiwan. Kailangan na naming tigilan ito. Dahil maraming mawawala sa amin. Maraming magbabago at maaapektuhan sa makasarili naming desisyon kung ipagpapatuloy pa namin ito.

At nang hindi ko magawang kalasin ang mahigpit niyang pagkakayakap sa akin ay tinigilan ko ito. And when my eyes lifted to our bungalow I saw Marcos there. My eyes widened as I saw his rage eyes darted on us.

Nakita ko naman sila Zach na mabilis na nakasunod kay Marcos. Mahigpit akong napakapit sa mga kamay ni Kaizer.

"S-Si Marcos, Kaizer." I stutteringly muttered to him so he can let go of me.

My heartbeat raced in tremulant. Naramdaman ko rin naman si Kaizer sa aking likuran na unti unti akong pinakawalan nang makarating sa aming harapan ngayon si Marcos.

His darted eyes were now fixed on Kaizer's way. Maging sila Ezekiel at Lucien ay narito na rin. They are now glaring at us in disbelief of absurdity.

Kelsy, Zandra, Ate Meaghan, Mark, Levon, Renz, and Zach were also here. They are all here now and all I can feel is like I'm getting too little by their glares on us.

"Kaizer ano 'to?" Lucien asked him darkly.

Si Kaizer na nasa aking likuran ay ngayo'y tumabi sa aking gilid.

"I love Ne-" and before he finishes his line, Marcos's fist hit him.

"Marcos tumigil ka!" Sigaw ko kay Marcos na mabilis naman akong kinuwelyuhan.

Ang kaniyang mga mata ay nag-aalab sa galit habang ang kaniyang mga labi ay nakapirmi sa isang manipis na linya.

"Kelan pa nagsimula ang kahayupang ito? Neil, answer me!" His voice thundered on me as his hand on my polo tightened.