Impossible - James Potter x Reader

Chapter 8

TW! Rape and Sexual Abuse

Half a bottle of fire whiskey later, most of the Gryffindors where already wasted and what do wasted teenagers do? They play truth or dare and thats what they decided to do. Marlene, Alice, Frank, Sirius, James, Moony, Peter and I sat in a circle on the floor of a separate room we had wished for.

"Truth or Dare, y/n?", James asked me.

"Dare", I replied confidently.

"I dare you to make out with hottest person in the room", James dares her, hoping it was him. It was him, but she couldn't admit it like that, she needed a special first kiss with him, and not some drunk dare, so she stood up and walked straight in Marlene's direction, not without giving him false hope, by walking straight past him.

I sit down on Marlene's lab spreading my legs on both sides, so my face was close to her and started kissing her passionately. It was no secret, that Marlene was a lesbian and Marlene, couldn't lie, she enjoyed it. I slowly started kissing down her neck, as Marlene let out a loud moan.

"Ok, that's enough, Merlin, I didn't tell you to fuck that person", James says clearly jealous.

"But it's just getting fun baby", I whisper, in the blond girl's ear seductively.

Marlene let's out a giggle and I grab her hand leading her into a other room, that suddenly had a comfortable bed in it.

"You sure?", she asks.

"It's a party let's have fun", I tell her, she smirks before pushing me on the bed, climbing on top of me, kissing me down to the bra, before ripping the dress of.

An hour later, I walked out off the room off the requirements, some people were sleeping on the floor and some had left. On or two friend groups where still going, but the Marauders where no where to be seen. I drunkenly stumble trough the corridor trying my best to cover me up, but not being able to cover, since Marlene had ripped the dress. Suddenly a strong hand grabs me pushing me to the wall.

"What do we have here? A young girl walking though the corridors past curfew, and barely covered and drunk. Tsk, tsk luckily she is pretty, want to have some real fun?", the strong Ravenclaw boy says. He is one of the Ravenclaw beaters and extremely strong.

"No", I say trying to push him off, but he is too strong.

"But I am really enjoying this", he smiles, grabbing my hand roughly, forcing me drop my dress. Now I was standing there, with only a bra and panties. Where are my high heels? I probably forgot them. Shit, Marlene is going to kill me, but it was her fault.

Suddenly I felt, the boy kissing my neck, I tried pushing him, but it was no use.

"Stop, please, no", I plead tears running down my face.

He ignored me ripping of my bra and starting to go down to my pants.

"I believe she said no", James' voice appeared ripping the Ravenclaw off and punching him in the face.

"This is for touching y/n", he says, punching him again," And this, for teaching you a lesson", punch, "And this because I am fucking mad", he says punching the unconscious boy on the floor.

James turns around, looking softly into my eyes. Swiftly picking my clothes up and covering me up, he picks me up the bridal stile carrying me up to the dormitories.

"Everything is going to be alright", he whispers reassuringly. I let out as sob burying my face in James' chest.

When we reached the dormitories, James didn't think of letting me leave to the girls' room and instead carried me up to his room. James, Remus, Sirius, and Peter where snoring in their beds. James quietly put me down, grabbing one of his T-Shirts carefully putting it on, ribbing of his T-Shirt, laying down next to me placing a kiss on my forehead.

"I will always be there for you", he whispers as I slowly drifting off to sleep.

"Look who is sleeping in James bed", I could hear Sirius' muffled voice, "Is that Prongs' T-Shirt?".

"They are so cute", Peter replied.

"Be quiet, you are waking them up", Remus tried to keep them calm.

"Let her sleep, she went through a lot of last night", James tells them in a raspy morning voice, probably woken up with their bickering.

"What happened?", Peter asked, sounding surprisingly concerned.

"Davies happened", James replied grimly.

"Did he-?", Sirius asked.

James nods, "almost, luckily, I could stop him from doing further damage".

"Thank you, that you where for me", I whisper opening my eyes. I was still cuddled into James' chest.

"Are you ok y/n", they all asked.

"I am going to be alright", I assure myself mor than them, I will get dressed now, I tell them quietly, leaving their dorm to get dressed.

The whole day the Marauders, took care of me, afraid I could break anytime, accompanying me everywhere I went. Especially James, who was carrying her bag and always close behind her. That night, I was sitting next to James, resting my head on his shoulder. We were the only once left, since Remus, Peter and Sirius had left us alone, not without making a comment, that we are "lovebirds".

"Thank you", I tell James.

"What?"

"Thank you for saving me".

"I didn't save you, I only did, what a friend is supposed to do", he replied. For some peculiar reason, the word friend hurt me.

"No, I mean it you are my hero", I whisper staring into his hazel eyes, slowly leaning in. Finally, our lips connect, crashing together, full of hunger. At first, I felt like heaven, but then I realised, this wasn't right. I couldn't provide him the future he wants, he must marry Lily and have Harry, he needs to die, for Harry. I push him away, running to the Astronomy tower, tears running down my face.

~Life is a Journey to be experienced, not a problem to be solved.

-Winnie the Pooh

A/n: Sadfact: My first kiss was a dare.

I am sorry if this subject isn't described correctly, or if you are not happy with this subject, I tried my best. This chapter isn't that good, but they kissed.