Impossible - James Potter x Reader

Chapter 16

I left the office, tears streaming down my cheeks uncontrollably. I was going back, but I wasn't going to go without telling them the truth. They deserved to know, who I am and why I'm leaving.

I run to the Dungeons, where Potions already had started.

I wipe away my tears, before I enter the classroom. I will tell them the truth after potions.

Excuse me professor, I was at Professor Dumbledor's office.

Quite alright Miss. y/l/n, Professor Slughorn dismissed me.

Are you alright y/n?, James asked concernedly.

I will talk to you later, we'll skip Transfiguration, I reply. James nods leaving me alone, continuing to cause trouble together with Sirius. I will miss the fun I have with the Marauders in class. Hermione was not someone who would make fun in class and Ron and Harry weren't up for trouble. I used to always wish to be in class with the Weasley twins. They were very much like the Marauders and always up to a good prank.

After class James came up to me, So what do you need to tell me?, he asks.

I will tell all of you in your dormitories, I reply.

He nods and leaves to tell the others to meet me in their dorms.

A few minutes later we sat in a circle in their dorm.

So what do need to tell us?, Sirius asks.

So, there is a secret I shouldn't tell you, but I just have to get it off of my chest, I explain to them, You have to promise not to freak out and just listen.

We promise, Remus replies.

So, I am not from here, I start, but get cut off by Sirius, What do you mean from here?.

Pads, if you just listen you'd know by now, Remus shushes his boyfriend.

Like, I said I am not from here and by here, I mean not from this time, I continue.

Like a time, traveller?, Peter speaks up.

Well, yes but it was an accident. I touched a vase that brought me here.

If you are not from this time, where are you from?, James asks.

I wasn't prepared for this question. Should I tell them? I am from 1996, I reply.

So, what are we doing in this time?, Sirius asks.

That hurt. I knew that Peter betrayed them, and Remus was one of the only sane and alive person from this generation.

Well, I was dating James' son Harry, I reply.

Who, did I have Harry with?, James asks carefully.

That's the thing. I will leave in 24 hours. Harry is Lily's child, I reply.

Oh, James mutters looking down.

And most of your generation is dead, I continue.

Me too?, James asks hesitantly.

You and Lily died to protect your son, I reply, Sirius died 15 years later protecting Harry as well.

Do we meet you again?, James asks.

Well, James you die when Harry is only one and I will not believe Sirius, that he knows me. Remus is very distant from me and tries to avoid me, I explain.

What about me?, Peter speaks up. Crab, that's the question I was most scared to answer.

You disappeared, no one knows where you are, everyone thinks you are dead, I half lie.

So how is my son?, James changes the subject after a long awkward moment of silence.

He looks like you with Lily's eyes, which everyone tells him. He has a blue T-Shirt, that he loves. It use to be way to big for him, but he is starting to grow into it. He is very awkward when it come to girls. There are some moments where he becomes sassy like Lily. He has a way of seeing the good in others, but despises Slytherins. Besides me he also has two friends. Hermione, who is the mother of the group. She is the smartest witch of her age and good in class as well. Then there is Ron Weasley. He is amazing in Jess and loves to eat as well as hopelessly stubborn, otherwise he would have asked Hermione out already, I describe him.

He sounds amazing, James smiles.

I promise I will Marry Lily and have Harry, James tells me.

I smile sadly.

Well that's depressing, Sirius breaks the tension.

I don't want to go back, I tell them looking down, Being with you guys gave me a feeling of freedom. I didn't have Harry's constant troubles and not Hermione's and Ron's constant bickering, I explain to them.

We will Miss you, Peter tells me.

How about we make you last day special?, Sirius asks.

I'd love that, I reply.

~You are what you do and not what you say you'll do.

-unknown

A/n: The chapters are getting longer again. If I have the Motivation I can finish the Story next week. My best friend is still gone untill the tenth. I don't know what she was thinking leaving me for 3 and a half weeks. I also was friendzoned by my boyfriend, so yeah evereything is going great. I watched Black Widow last nightaand it helped me get my Feelings out, but it was so sad.

Bye!