Impossible - James Potter x Reader

Chapter 13

Warning! Smut ahead!

The days, past with Quidditch, Christmas cookies, Games and lots of fun. James and I barely had any moment together since the other Marauders were always around. Sadly, the fun had to come to an end, and it was time to go back to school. I already have spent two months in this time, and I was worried that Dumbledore was going to find a way to bring me back. Two moths were a lot of time for a Dumbledore. He must have a way to bring me back, but was it really what I wanted? I was truly happy here and here I have friends, that are closer than Ron, Hermione and Harry had ever been. I haven't even thought about Harry, while dating James, even though I had though, that he was my true love, that I would marry one day, but now that I am thinking about him, I didn't feel any desire. Did my feelings disappear? What was I going to say to Harry? That I dated his dead father and moved on? That I dated his dead father, but I still like him? I don't know, and everyday I get a sicker feeling in my stomach. I hate lying.

"Hey, are you ok, love? You haven't said a word in the train?", James' voice bought me back to reality.

"I'm ok, just thinking', I tell my concerned boyfriend.

"What are you thinking about?", James asked wrapping an arm around my shoulder.

I lean in, resting my head on his shoulder I reply: "Nothing important".

"You know you can tell me anything, love", James tells me, before continuing his conversation with the others, as I slowly drift off to sleep on his shoulder.

"Wake up, love we are here", James wakes me.

"You looked so adorable, drooling on James shoulder", Sirius mocks me.

"Piss off", I tell him, but he just chuckles, getting hit by my book in return.

"Ouch, that hurt!", Sirius exclaims.

"Don't worry Pads, I will kiss your pain away", Moony laughs, before placing a kiss on his boyfriend's lips. They made their relationship official on Christmas morning and have been very cute ever since.

"You know I hate the name Pads, I'm Padfoot, I don't want to be named after a hygienic product", Sirius complains.

"Whatever you say tampon", I joke.

"No, absolutely not", Sirius shouts throwing my book at me.

A few hours later, the others were already down for dinner, leaving James and I behind, since I still wanted to change.

I was about to put on a T-Shirt when someone stops me.

"I am enjoying the view", James tells me.

"James", I complain blushing.

"Don't be shy, love, you are beautiful", he whispers, kissing me, slowly trailing down to my neck. Before I can stop myself I let out a moan.

"Do you want me love?", James asks.

"Yes", I breath between the moans.

"Well then", James says, pushing me back. I land on the bed James on top. My hands reach for his shirt trying to unbutton it.

"Fuck it", I breath, ripping James off.

He reaches for my shirt pulling it off revealingmy black bra.

Now it was time to get rid of the pants. I open his belt letting his trousers fall to the floor.

"Needy are we?", James smiles, opening my pants.

I was now only wearing my underwear and bra and James only his boxers.

"are you sure?", James asks.

"Yes, give it to me daddy", I moan.

My bra get's ripped of.

"Gosh I love these", James tells me.

He kisses down until e reaches my undergarments, pulling them down while kissing down to my legs. I pull off his boxers. He grabs my legs pulling me on, so I sit ontop of him, my legs spread.

"I'm ready", I breath, as we continue.

After James finishes, I fall asleep in his arms. I felt safe, I felt home and I didn't want this to end.

~Today or never, that's my motto.

- Marry Poppins

A/n: I know this chapter is short, but I just wanted a short smut chapter. See you in two weeks!