The Killers Freedom

Chapter Twenty: I Want You

Joseph threw me in the passenger seat of his car and quickly slammed the door in my face and in a matter of seconds made his way to the driver's seat.

"So you want to play games, huh? Ride him until tomorrow?" The look in his eyes was telling me he was pissed. But they were hiding something else behind them. Something along the lines of the way a wolf stalks their prey, hungry and taunting. His focus was on my lips, causing me to bite down on the bottom one in response.

This man staring at me right now was jealous that I could have hooked up with someone tonight.

My body tingled with an almost excited feeling, something I haven't felt in so long. I wanted to play this game with him right now, not even caring about our past, or what could happen in the future. I wanted him right now, to demand my attention to be his and take me on the hood of the car. But I knew how men like him worked. I want him to beg for me tonight.

His hands gripped the steering wheel tight enough that his knuckles started turning white. He kept glaring at me as he started speeding down the road, the smears of color flashing by. I couldn't help but mentally laugh and think that I needed to thank Elaine in the morning. If it wasn't for her, I wouldn't have figured out that Joseph does have feelings for me.

"You will not be going out dressed like that anymore," he gritted through his teeth at me, "you don't know what these men think about women as beautiful as you. They want to use you for a night as a game. There will be absolutely no more of this."

"Protective or possessive?" I raised my eyebrow at him and crossed my arms pushing my cleavage together. It didn't go unnoticed by him because a slow breath escaped his lips like he was trying to calm himself down from whatever was going through his head.

"Stop doing that," he bit at me while pointing to both my cleavage and the lip I was currently biting, "or I won't stop myself from what I want to do to you anymore."

I tilted my head sideways, every thought from me stepping off of the plane months ago until now rushing through my head. The signs were all there, the way he looked at me, the way he wanted to always be close to me. Making excuses to take me to dinner or to sit and chat with me. The way he protected me and since the Roman situation he tried to check in and make sure I was mentally okay. It was all right in front of my face and me, being me, never noticed. What he did to me in the past will never stop hurting but for tonight I refuse to think about that. I need a release and he is going to give it to me.

I unbuckled myself from the seat and leaned over towards him, bringing my lips to his ear, "then don't stop yourself anymore." I bit down softly on his earlobe and felt his breath rapidly increase and the speed in the vehicle move faster.

Before I could blink we were in the driveway of his house and he had me over his shoulder once again, but this time he was growling words underneath his breath while making his way up the stairs and into his room.

He kicked the door shut behind us and threw me onto the bed so that I landed on my back the cloud of a comforter surrounding me. I breathed in his scent that now surrounded me and felt my core heat up and my legs tense in excitement. His eyes never once leave mine.

"I'm going to devour every inch of that perfect body of yours," were the only words spoken before he made his way onto the bed and on top of me. He planted kisses trailing my legs up to my exposed hip then looked up at me with lust filled eyes. We both knew we didn't want any of this to stop.

He climbed on top of me leaning his weight onto one of his arms and we began to kiss, allowing our tongues to dance around each other. Moans escaped my lips and he shuttered every time, kissing me harder. We pulled away from each other out of breath, our eyes locked into each other. I started to pull his shirt off of him and couldn't help myself from tracing my fingers over his body, causing him to moan at my touch.

He didn't wait a moment longer before ripping my dress to shreds, tearing it away from me now exposing my naked body to him. He kissed my lips then left a trail of warm, wet kisses going down my neck to my breast. Taking one breast in his mouth he grabbed the other with his hand and began teasing me, letting moans slip from my lips.

"I want you," he said between kissing my lower abdomen and reaching between my legs. He parted my legs and began peppering kisses while not making contact with the one place I wanted him to. I arched my back, communicating that I needed more.

"I won't be gentle with you," were the only words he spoke before plunging his fingers deep inside me. I screamed his name in pleasure. My back arched and I felt the wetness soaking the sheets beneath me. He took his tongue and ran circles around my clit as he continued to penetrate me with his fingers bringing me close to the euphoric feeling I missed so much.

Feeling my body shake around him I climaxed and moaned his name into the air letting myself ride the high I was experiencing. He got up and unbuckled his pants and exposed his length to me. I wrapped my fingers around it and began stroking it until he let out irresistible sounds.

"On your hands and knees," he turned me over and before I knew it he was at my entrance plunging himself inside me with power. His voice radiating around the room while my face was buried in the covers concealing the sounds that were escaping my lips.

I never wanted this feeling to stop. I wanted to ride this wave of ecstasy forever.

Feeling myself coming undone beneath him I let myself tense and moan as he filled me with himself. Both of us climaxing at the same time, breathing heavily from the sexual tension we have felt for each other our entire lives, now finally released.

Joseph picked me up and cradled me while he walked us into his bathroom. Placing me into the shower he warmed up the water and began washing my now sore body all over.

Is this what it feels like to be taken care of? I wanted to run. I wanted to escape these feelings that were taking over my brain right now but he made it so hard to leave him.

His gentle touch when he applied the soap to my hair and massaged my scalp. The way he would kiss me while lathering my body with soap made me melt under is touch. Who have I become? I was once such a strong, powerful woman and now I'm in a shower being taken care of by the man I once hated with every fiber of my being.

"Bugs," he grabbed my chin softly with his fingers, lifting my gaze to his, "stay the night with me?" I tensed at those words, I don't do relationships or the love thing and I'm not sure what he wants after tonight so I don't know how to respond. Stuck in a mental debate that I knew was written all over my face he continued to finish washing himself and shut off the water.

Once we were both dried off he handed me one of his shirts that barely covered my butt cheeks which made him stare and smirk to himself, "that looks far better on you then it ever has on me."

"You owe Elaine a dress you know?" I playfully pointed to the random pieces of fabric laying across his room.

"That's fine, I'll go out and buy ten more of those dresses if it means I get to rip them all off of you again," he winked at me, "now come here, please."

He laid in the bed and patted the spot next to him. I couldn't help but feel that pull and the younger me was screaming to just go be with him for the night. While the logical me was thinking about what all of this means. I know I shouldn't and I know he's going to think more of what it means but I curled up next to him letting his warmth radiate through me.

"Goodnight, Betty."

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-H