Late night thoughts

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I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one that's up right now. Hoping for freezing rain to close ebr for two days.
Yeaaaaaaaaa
That would be gr8 Mother Nature.

But ugh I'm not up just for that reason alone.

Everything just dawned on me so fast- well came down on me really.

It feels like forever since I really had time to think about my life choices and what the consequences were to them.

Does anyone else feel like life is a choice-based game? Only to get an outcome to your desired choices?

Yep that's me.

I thought things that I have no idea how to fix exactly, but I know can be done.
But how?

I'm starting to feel alone again and more and more distant from close friends.

Who even reads my wattpad anyways?
I have more reads than followers on everyone of my chapters like what the balls? Are the people who I think are reading this, ACTUALLY READING THIS?
Why have I never noticed that before...

This is turning into straight gibberish that I can't even comprehend myself so how are you even supposed to understand.

I wonder who's still up.
I'm just gonna start texting random people that I find special.

*yawns*

Meh. Maybe I'm just really crayzy. Who knows maybe I need to be thrown inside the looney pen. The nice soft walls. =,= YEz that sounds nice.

Its just the cringing moments that have me spaced out for about 15 minutes at max. I'm not explaining that anymore I've said that too much it's not gonna happen again.

I'm getting tired now. I'm still gonna text ppl though.

Good night potential pedophiles.

-Zay 👣

(also sry for not being able to watch the video. its erase me b kid cudi if u wanna check it out. i rly luv dis song right now.

here it is: http://youtu.be/2JHohGMYT5Y )

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