Suprisingly, things seem to be looking up in my favor. I can't really explain how but alot of things happened from last month to this month. The enitre subject matter is what i never expected, Eriell. But im not going to tred on that water on that just yet, there is alot of down right Shit.
First things first, amber, SOORY for not updating constantly everyday like i originally planned, but who really wants to read 364 chapters anyway, like damn if i were to do that then every chapter will contain
5:50 a.m. ~ Woke up and ran to bus, almost missed it.
7:30 a.m. ~ Arrived at school (Mckinley High) late as usual even though i don't ride transfer.
12:50 p.m. ~ Had lunch with jalen, ashley, amber, and others. Had pizza and a burnt stale cookie. Nothing unusual.
2:25 p.m. ~ Went on bus and headed home
3:00 p.m. ~ Went inside of front door of 9955 beta dr.
7:15 p.m. ~ Ate dinner then procceded to take a shower.
8:15 p.m. ~started writing 115 of 365 wattpad entry.
9:15 p.m. ~ Went to sleep.
End of log.
See? it would be boring af. theres no sense of creation, originality like all my other chapters have. Its just like being here at lee.
Oh. Speaking of that,
Lee is slowly turning me into a mindless zombie. And that is hard for anyone to do.
Its nothing but projects from civics, MathIxl for geometry which is WAY too fucking hard, and reading in english.
I really never knew how hard AR. was when you have 100 pt projects that you realy need so you can pass a class. Its Nearly, TOO difficult managing every single god damn class and trying to read "Of Mice and Men" like could all the teachers calm down?
The weekends feel short and most of my health assignments are due on a saturday LIKE COACH HAYNES IF YOU DONT GET THE FUCK, THEN I WILL PUNCH YOUR LAST REMAINING EGGS IN YOUR OVERIES.
Lol i just said that i was gonna fist my teacher.... ew.
At least my home-life has been somewhat kind of stable.
My mom was laid off of her job about a decent month ago and, much to my suprise, the lights are still on! we've even bought a new couch that personally, I dont like because it movers to much, and are going to Texas for five days next wednesday which we've haven't done in two years and my mom was WORKING. Overall pretty gr8.
I even have enough money to buy that limited edition ps4 that ive been wanting all summer that is exclusive to Black Ops 3 ( Call of Duty.)
I help my mom out a bit, i put food on the table, and help my dad pay for bills. And thats coming from me, the "asshole" of the 90% that I used to call friends. And taria your sister came up to me in my chem class and said "I've heard somethings about you"
with a simple cringe I knew it was all bad. bUt wHY??
Everyone makes me seem like an asshole and I legitimatley do not know what I have done wrong! Its agitating because no one tells me why like im supposed to figure this shit out and change myself according to my results. Which screw things up more. So if someone can tell me why, then just kik me at: Thy.Name.is.Z because that would be so much helpful information.
But ive been recently talking back with Eriell and it seems like we've established this sort of "Friendship" that i am suprised about . I don't trust it, but is that what you want me to say? That i trust you again?
I hereby all this chapter in my life: "The Matthew Saga" because he has had such an infulence on Eriell and I's Relationship. And Eriell I think you should show him this chapter, No I WANT you to. If not then I'll do it.
Steven was right, he is NOT ready for a relationship. Hes too childish and a REAL asshole. Lol asshole was the 666th word. He is literally the way that sydney described a yamade girl, he will KILL anyone in his way of the senpai, Eriell. He's In denial all the time and when Eriell finaly broke up with him, he cried. Like a little bitch. Don't ask me how i know, Its just his way of thinking that gives it all away. He most likley begged eriell to not break up with him.
But props to eriell for doing it in person! You gaines some Rp in my book! *Que airhorns*
Matthew is the equivelent of me in the 7th grade trying to get with eriell, Granted she later told me that she acutally like me back then but that 'shell' of hers hindered from her speaking. Tbh im still baffeled about that, I was fucking WEIRD okay? i was all about creepypastas and slenderman and had not discovered Netflix. I was just that one kid that does weird shit. Now all of a sudden im that "cool" person that has a strong, bold, personality. I dont know whan that happened but it sure wasn't In middle school.
But all that is Matthew, and hes almost 3 years behind! there really is no signs of him maturing anytime soon and hes in the 10th grade. also i hear his breath stinks. I wonder if thats true. Is it?
But all that aside eriell and I have some MAJOR apologizing and catching up to do. I dont want to end this chapter on just that because i feel as if im missing something important... I don't know, but I probably figure it out later, My Health class is almost over. its 6th Period and 1:22 p.m. but i guess i get back to everyone at another time, hopefully not another huge brak likt this one.
Until then I gotta get to 7th hour English. Im really tired.
Your Host, The Traitor/Patriot.
-Z 🤓😎
P.s.
EVERYONE WITH AN IPHONE SHOULD UPDATE TO 9.1 BECAUSE THEREARE OVER 150 NEW EMOJIS OUT AND THEY ARE GR8 M8.
