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Believer

You once asked me if I believed in fate. At that time I said no, but after all this time I've been thinking about it. If fate is real, it is too cruel. Too cruel to leave us breaking us apart piece by piece.

"Do you believe in fate?" You asked as your delicated hands ran through my hair. "Hmm?" was all I managed to reply, being too immersed too the movie we were watching. "Because I think fate does exist. It's so fasinating to see how far people are willing to blame their actions with fate." I shrugged not really paying attention  what you were saying. "But also how much people are achieving when thet believe in it"  Your hands stopped ruffling my hair and I looked up to you. You ponreded for a moment looming over me, what to say next or not to say nothing at all. I realised that you were once again lost in our thoughts and paised the movie. "Does it matter?" I asked. You looked at me amazed and confused "Yes and no" I raised an eyebrow as a sing of not understanding. You chuckled "No if you don't want to fate rule your life, when you can rule it yourself. But yes if you want to believe that there is something bigger that rules us and has plans for everyone of us." "So I choose no" I said firmly. "Why?" I crossed my hand and cutely shook my head, Because I knew you would think that it was cute, said "Because I don't know, just no" You laughed really hard. Your head was down and your chesnut-brown hair fell down to your lap as well. When you finally lifted your head your eyes disapeared from that beaming smile of yours "You goofball" You said while launching a hug towards me and shiwering me with small kisses to my neck. I smiled peacefully while hugging you tight. "I love you too"

You truly were a remarkable thinker. You thought everything from destiny and fate to, "Do sunflower really follow the sun?". Thats why I loved you. And still do. You were differend, always curious just like a small child but also so mature at the same time. You could think evertyhing endlessly and everytime I asked what you were thinking I was only amazed by your thoughts. " If you get a heart transplant, do you still love your partner, or can you fall in love with the previous owners partner?" 
"Why do people fall In love? How is that possible that two people start feeling the connection and feeling out of nowhere, when someone tries so hard to find love but never does?"  At those times I didn't know the answer and to be honest, to this day I still don't know.

I loved you, my curious little one.
And I still do.
And always will.

                  
                 Kim Taehyung aka the sweetheart