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You still remember our breakup right? It was quite messy. The countless fights between me and you. The countless time we apologized for the fights. The countless times when you had teary eyes. Our love was always a bit messy, it really was. One free-spirited and one foots on the ground. One who loved freedom and one who loved commitment. Yes,  you  were the one who wanted to see the world, travel around be young and free. Me on the other hand wanted settlement, peace and quietness. Quite a pair, right?  We completed each other well, but those things were a great breaker in our relationship. 

You were smiling at me. Your hands were covered in paint, actually, your whole body was covered in paint. I gave you a quick smile before busying  myself with my studies. Suddenly your  paint-covered hands were around me and smudging my face with the paint. I pushed yput hand away In annoyance. "Stop bothering me. I'm tyring To study." You gave a sarcastic reply "Well that's all you do nowdays so not so much of a suprise." My puzzeled question gulled the room "What's that supposed to mean?" You walked in front of me to other side of the table. "You know waht I mean. You don't have any time to anything else than you studies. Nowdays you don't sing anymore. Like you have given up on becoming a singer. You even changed from music major to medical." You rested you head in your hands. Your brown hair was in a bun on top of your head and some small curls were falling from it. Your smile had died down and your brows were furrowed in worry in a bit of sadness or anger. 
"Let's be realistic for one second here" I said getting angrier as the moment went on. You gave a  angry nod as a sing for me to continue. "I can't become a singer. Not at this age anymore. It was a stupid childhood dream." "It's never too late if you have passion for it. When did you become so pessimist and quitter?" You scoffed at me.  I exploded " Well I grew up! I grew up form my stupid dream and faced the reality!  I can't make a living from being a singer, so I had to take a career that will actually make  some money!"  " But even if you gave up from you dream, doesn't mean that all you can do sit study! You barely have any time to me! And you're not even being supportive! "  "Well I'm sorry that one of us want to have a stable career! And yes, I'm focusing on my studies, not being an idiotic dreamer. In my opinion you should also consider a stable career. You can't make a living from being a painter."  Our breaths were shaking. Your hands were in a fist and your eyes were burning with anger and hurt.  "Thank you for telling me how you really think about my dream. I guess , you can find yourself  a stable career and a new girlfriend with a stable career as well." You said while turning around and  wiping away rest of the paint in your hands. I pinched my nose bridge with my fingers "Look Wheein, I didn't mean it. I'm just really stressed. And I really do support your  dream, but I'm worried about the income."  You stopped and turned around. A single teardrop  fell from your cheek. " See, you really don't support me" your voice breaking through the sentence. 

I was foolish back then. I just thought that money was everything that a person would need. But I was so wrong. I didn't realise that I would need much more than money and a stable career. Because everyone needs love and support. Everyone needs a place and a person to call their home. Because through out my childhood I was told that all I should do is focus on career, make a fortune and not to love. But you showed me that love was more important than anything else. You were the one who taught me how to dream and live fullest. And I was too stubborn to see it at the moment. I was the one who blow up out relationship. And now I deeply regret it.

           Sweetheart aka Kim Taehyung