Hopes Up

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Namjoon dragged me inside. I was trying to hold back so I wouldn't have to go.  But soon as we walked past those automatic doors my nose was filled with the smell of popcorn and candy and I had no choice but to give in and follow his exitment. I could read the exitment of the people standing in line waiting their turn to get inside of the cinemahalls. I wasn't interested in the movie but Namjoon had begged and begged me to come so eventually I agreed to see the movie with him, making him beam like thousand suns. Namjoon went to buy the tickest from the desk while I waited for him. I haven't visited this cinema since our break up but it hasn't changed a bit. The same red pait in the walls had started to chip into small pieces, the front desk was as polished as ever, the red carpet was new but had the same shade of colour. Oh how even this reminded me of you.

"Enjoy your movie!" your voice rang in my ear as I walked to the cinema. There was only handfull of people in the line to the front desk. Nervously I made my way to the line, I started to fidget my fingers as people in front of me grew fewer and fewer. "Enjoy your movie!" was said to the customer in front of me when he moved away and exposed you. Your hair was in warm and light tone of orange and was tied up in a bun, and the air conditioning was blowing your escaped hairs like light feathers. I could tell you didn't have the" customer service" smile because you seemed qenuely enjoy your work based on the things you told me about your job. "Hello there hansome! How can I help you?"  I blushed a bit and lowered my head dropping my hair on front of my eyes. You seemed to notice and wanted to make fun of me so you brushed my hair our of my face "Well? Are you going to buy something or just keep standing and blushing there?" I swatted your hand away in a playfull way "Yes miss Beutifull, I'll take two tickest to the Frozen" You smirked a bit "So going to a date mister?" I stared straight into your eyes "Yes. It is a date if the you want it to be" You raised an eyebrow in confusion. "Jung Wheein, I'm asking you out on a date with me." For a few seconds you just stared at me before you realised what I said. And in a blink of an eye your cheecks went from pale olive to crimson red.  "Then tommorrow at four o'clock" you said while quietly hitting the register "Card or Cash?" I was so stunned that I couldn't even reply. "Taehuyng? Are you going to pay with card or with cash?" You smiled shyly. "Ah yes, with card" I proceeded to pay with my card while being awe-struck about what just happened. Your hand brushed against mine while you extented the tickets. I felt your warm and softa hand against mine and I wondered how it would feel to have your delicate hand in mine, fingers locked, yours against mine. "Do you need a receipt?" "No thank you" For a moment I stood in front of you. Your eyes looked like thousand of stars shining and I could tell the exitment and shyness from them. I wished I could just stare into your eyes for an eternity, untill person behind me cleared his throath. You broke the eyecontact with me and smiled from ear to ear. "Well mister Kim Taehuyng, I'll see you tomorrow at 3:45 In front of those front doors"  Our eyes locked again "I'll see you tomorrow, Jung Wheein. Untill then." then finished of with a wink. You laughed out loud with your head turned back eyes closed with the whole hall filled with your loud and wild laughter.  I snickered a bit and then turned around. "Welcome! How can I help you today?"  was the last thing I heard as I walked out of the automatic doors feeling thousand of butterflies in my stomach and beaming brighter that the sun.

My love, to be honest I only visited that movie theather when you were the cashier. I would alwasy choose register In which you were. I always chose the movies that would peak your interest so I could talk to you about them. I used to love this old theather wich smelled and still smells like paint, but nowdays I miss you behind the register. I miss seeing movies with you. To see when your eyes disapeared when you smiled when talking about a good movie. Or how you frowned in dissapointment when the movie was a flop.

You even remind me of movies.

Jung Wheein, I think I have to eventually stop thinking about you so I can let you go completely.

     Kim Taehuyng aka the Sweetheart

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