Love To Hate Me(StudxStud)

My obsession

Bonnie POV:

Today we're all meeting today at Ashley's house l to discuss how we're going to get Nikki back.

Everybody's been on edge lately.

Everything is chaotic.

Everything.

Me and Ashley have this on going debate on whether or not she should forgive me, nay hasn't spoke since she heard that kash was hitting on her sister.

She just whispered things to herself under her breath while she rocked back and forth.

Tay is going crazy and she can't sleep or think straight.

Tez is upset because her girlfriend is hurting and not speaking.

Ash is out for blood, tony is out for blood, ace is out for blood, I'm out for blood.

So today we're just taking time to regroup.

Rinnnngggggg...

I look at the contact and notice it's my father.

He doesn't know where I flew to because for the first entire year he was constantly telling me to leave Ashley alone cause she's gone.

Now I know why.

"Hello dad."

"Hey bon, what are you doing and where are you." my father says through the phone.

"Oh nothing just kicking it with Ashlyn and stuff." I say casually watching my daughter play with her toys.

My daughter is so beautiful. She bad as fuck too.

Knocking over shit and constantly tryna set shit on fire. I blame Tony bitch ass.

She's such a beautiful baby girl and she got the same eyes as her mother. Those beautiful big brown eyes.

Ashley and I created the most precious being on earth.

I hear my dad choke his own breath then pause.

"Um u said who?" he said in a shaky voice.

Nigga u know fuck well u heard me.

"I said ashlyn. My daughter. You don't remember dad? The daughter who's life you financed. THE MOTHERFUCKING DAUGHTER YOU FUCKING HID FROM ME AND MADE ME LET GO OF HER MOTHER WHEN I FLEW TO HER HOUSE FOR A FUCKING YEAR IN A HALF."

"Bonnie don't raise your voice with me."

"Dad what the fuck? You knew fuck well I wanted to be with Ashley so bad and you hid my fucking seed from me for fucking what dad?! Cause I made one mistake." I say getting angrier by the second.

Ashley needed me. She needed me and I wasn't there.

"Bonnie I had to protect Ashley and teach you a lesson."

"A LESSON?! Fuck a lesson. I missed her first words. Her first steps. Her first everything dad. I can never get that back."

"Bon I understand your mad but u have to know  I did it for a good reason. Your mistake could have killed your child."

"NIGGA ARE YOU DUMB I THOUGHT IT DID. I lost everything and just over some dumb ass lesson. Naw fuck you dad."

"Bonnie I-"

Beep.

I hung up on that bitch niggas face cause he don't got no excuse that could make me forgive him.

How fucking dare he not let me know that the love of my life is taking care of my child her self.

I cant forgive him. I won't.