"I'm Not Shy, I'll Say It, I've Been Picturing You Naked" [JALEX]

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Alex's outfit ^^^^
Several months later
Alex's POV
I sigh and I get ready for school, I need to talk to my man, we've been busy getting ready for finals but those are over, busy with my parents divorce, Oli's moms court things and just other things. I bite my lip and I get dressed mumbling "I look cute, I haven't been paying full attention to my man." I bite my lip and I go to school after saying bye to my mom and I go to my locker and Jack comes up to me saying "hey" and I bite my lip saying "hey, can I hug you?" He quietly says "I don't care, what's up?" I hug him saying "I'm still stressed even though I have nothing to stress about anymore" quietly. He mumbles "it's your anxiety, babe, I'm still stressed about finals and those ended two days ago" and I mumble "at least I look cute" as I pull away and we chuckle quietly. I bite my lip and he says "can we talk later?" I say "what's that supposed to mean?" He says "what do you think it means?" I say "you know what I mean" and he quietly says "we aren't official, how could I break up with you? I just want to kiss you" and I blush saying "ok" biting my lip and he quietly says "ok, I'll see you later?" I mumble "I'll see you later" nodding and he mumbles "you're cute" and I mumble "thank you, I'll see you later, Jack" biting my lip and I go to class.
A couple hours later
I say "where's Jack?" Zack says "trying to get a new girlfriend" and I say "you're kidding, right?" He says "no, some girl was on him, he seemed not into it though" and I say "Zack, don't word it like that" getting up and I say "I'll see you in a few." I go inside and some girl is on him and he is acting into it, he seems bored and I make sure he sees me then I leave to go outside and I turn around before I leave the hall and he kisses this girls cheek and she kisses his neck near his collarbone and I go outside, shaking my head. I stand against the wall, next to the door and Oli raises an eyebrow at me and I say "I'm fine" and Rian says "don't I'm fine us" and I say "I like you guys a lot but just shut up for a second" and Jack comes out. I cross my arms and I stand in front of him, pulling lipstick from my bag and I say "funny how this color doesn't match this color, hm?" He avoids eye contact mumbling "can we talk about this later?" I say "no, you fucking played me, we're not talking about this later." He did look bored when that chick was talking to him but he kissed her first. Normally this isn't something that bothers me cause girls fawn over my pretty much boyfriend and guys are on me when they want to be, this isn't an issue in our relationship but it's really getting me today, we haven't spent that much time together in the past month and seeing him with someone was it for me. He says "I didn't play you, she was on me!" I say "you kissed her, Jack!" He says "what was I supposed to do?!" I say "I don't know?! Maybe not kiss her? We wouldn't be doing this if that didn't happen" and he says "how could you be so sure?" I say "I've been cheated on three times, Jack and I know everything about you just by looking at you, we haven't been around each other much in the past month, said we were going to spend time together then I figure out you're hanging out with some chick. What am I supposed to do then?" He says "I get it, what am I supposed to do when you think I'm playing you or whatever?" I say "you're kidding, right? I wanna talk to the you I know not what everyone else knows, you're not an asshole, stop acting like one" and he hugs me, burying his face in my shoulder and says "I'm sorry, you mean a lot to me and I'm sorry for everything I've ever done to you that makes you feel uncomfortable or not right, I'm not good at this almost dating thing." I say "you see why I was saying I don't date football players when we first started talking right?" He says "now I get it, how enlightening" and I laugh saying "you're a dork" and he says "she was bland anyway, wasting my time" and I say "no way, all girls are the same here. My other school they were all psychopaths though" and Oli says "I had a girl try to slit my throat cause I wouldn't do it with her" and I say "psychopaths" and he nods. I say "those girls are gonna come for me one day" and we chuckle and Oli says "me too" chuckling and I say "walk with me?" Jack nods and we go inside and we walk around the school slowly, him loosely holding my hand in the empty hallway. I say "I'm sorry" and he says "you have nothing to be sorry for" biting his lip and I say "you sure?" He nods saying "I'm sure, if anything I'm sorry" and I say "you apologized already" quietly and he kisses my knuckles and says "you're cute." I blush saying "stop it" biting my lip and he chuckles, kissing my cheek and I smile saying "you're cute" and he says "shh" and we laugh. I say "you're a dork" and he runs his thumb over my knuckles and Jacks dad walks by saying "finally" and I say "you knew?" He says "told you I was onto you" and I say "now I know what you meant" and he says "ten steps ahead, kid, ten steps ahead" and I say "sounds like someone I know" looking at Jack and he glares at me, making Jacks dad chuckle and he says "gotta run, guys" and he leaves. Jack says "you're pretty" poking my bare side. I blush saying "you're pretty" and I stop and he turns to face me and I turn to face him saying "I have something to tell you" and he says "what's up?" I bite my lip saying "I love you" making eye contact and he says "I love you too" and he rests his hands on my hips, kissing me.