Why? [TommyInnit Angst]

Chatpter 6: Lies

I felt something shake me roughly, I tried to ignore it and go back to sleep, but the more I tried the more aggressive the shaking got. I finally gave in and opened my eyes.

It took me a second for my eyes to adjust to the darkness and as they did I saw Tubbo standing over me. What the fuck?

"Tubbo?" I asked, still drowsy.

"Tommy your so fucking annoying and fat, I don't know why I would ever be friends with you. I already blocked you so don't bother trying to contact me again." He said, just standing over me, arms crossed.

I started to cry, still trying to process what was going on. What the fuck?

Then out of nowhere Karl walked over and stood next to him.

"Tubbo, why are you wasting your time on some annoying child? Let's go." Karl laughed. Then he and Tubbo disappeared into the darkness. 

Before I even had time to react, Dream walked up to me and stood in the same position as Karl. 

"Tommy you are no longer part of Dream smp, we killed off your character." He said as he pulled out his phone and removed me from the Dream smp discord server. 

I was speechless, all I could do was sit there and cry. Dream seemed to pick up on how upset I was because his expression changed from stone cold to annoyed. 

He sighed and stated "look Tommy, I know you're upset but you did this to yourself. If you weren't so annoying and fat maybe people would actually like you." Then he walked away. 

As much as I hated what he said I couldn't help but agree with him. He's right it was my fault no one actually liked me. I was only fat because I ate too much, and I was also annoying on purpose. They are both things I can control. But my thoughts were interrupted by another figure walking over to me. 

As they got closer I realized it was George. Great, now gogy's going to insult me. 

Although he walked past the spot the others had stopped at and kept going.

He then sat down next to me and just pulled me into a hug. 

He sat there in silence while I sobbed into his shoulder. 

But after a few minutes I decided to break the silence. "George, you don't have to comfort me. It's my fault I'm annoying and fat. I'm the reason I feel like this, I'm just paying the price for my actions." I said pulling away. 

"Tommy" He said letting go but looking me in the eyes. "None of this is your fault and it never will be. No matter what happens you don't deserve to be in pain, even if it was your fault." He pulled me into another hug. "It's not your fault." 

We sat there for a while in a comfortable silence when I started to hear a weird distorted version of  Dream's song 'Roadtrip'. 

"It's time to wake up Tommy." George said as he slowly faded. 

I slowly opened my eyes realizing my phone was ringing. 

Thank god it was just a dream. 

I checked my phone to see George was calling me. Wow, weird timing. 

I accepted the call. "Hi George!" 

"Hi Tommy, Dream wanted me to tell you a few things about the meet up." He said 

"Oh ok." I replied quickly checking the time. It was only 8 am. Why is he calling this early? 

"So because Tubbo hasn't confirmed if he's coming or not you will just have a room to yourself. But of course if Tubbo does come you two will share a room."