Ilimitado Amor

Exam Vibe

I came out of the examination hall, with Rohit. We joined our squad, (Anushka, Priya and Alishka) out of the examination hall. We discussed the answers. I was happy to find out that I will pass, with a decent score. Our next exam was after five-days. I and Rohit went into our rooms and slept like horses.

The next exam was Science. The day we gave our Maths exam, we did not feel like studying. We were so exhausted. I prayed, just my science paper also goes well, I'll be more than contended.

In five days, we had a lot of fun, along with studies. Just fifteen days, left for us to stay together. These fifteen days, were going to decide our destination, our future. Everything now depends on our hard-work and fate. We did desire deeply to meet again on the road of life, and stay as close as possible, but that was seemingly far, as all of us would have to part from each other after a corridor of time, and that partition, would be painful to resist. It was surely going to tear us.

Our exams, were in full-swing. We hardly ha tie, to do something else, other than preparing for exams. Our hardest papers- Maths and Science were finished in the first half, leaving Hindi, English and S.S.T, in the last leg.

By this time, we were in another dilemma, Junior College or Continue Schooling? Both had its own Pro's and Con's. Our boards were just ten-days away from cullimination.

We had 10 days to create history, create memories, to secure our future, to savour our friendship and love to the most. We had to extract the complete essence of everything we do.

Every hour that passes, I think about 'How would I live without Annandi?'. But at the same time, I was eager to meet Sonia. I am going to tell her about Annandi. I am scared, but still, it would be best I spill my heart out and confront her as soon as possible.

Living in this dilemma, gaping at Annandi, as if looking her for the first time, I was breaking inside. On the other hand, I was controlling, by spending time with Sid, Anushka, Rohit, Priya and Alishka...

The day before leaving, Anushka and Sid were sitting near the temple, holding each other's hand. They knew, they were going to meet only after a long-long lacuna of time. Anushka cried. Sid was on the verge of breaking down. Their firm bond, was getting loose physically, but not emotionally. Deep inside, they knew were going to stay with together, till eternity.

I was in a dilemma of loving Annandi or no, but she herself helped me, clear it out. I tried to contact her. She got frustrated and warned me not to contact hr again. I was upset. 'Why am I doing this?' 'Why am I ruining my life behind a girl like her?' 'Why should I love a girl who does not give a shit about whether I love her or not...'

I thought, it would be best to move on. I had Sonia, so it wouldn't be an issue. With these thoughts, I slept before my last board exam.

The next morning, at the examination centre, I, Rohit, Priya, Alishka and Anushka stood. We wished each other 'Best of Luck', and headed towards the examination room. When the exam calumniated, I had tears in my eyes, for I was really going to miss everyone a lot. Those beautiful moments, we spent together, were eternal. I was on the verge of breaking down.

As soon as I came out of the exam-hall, I went to an anonymous place and cried. My heart was aching. I was pretty sue of not being able to resist the distance, we were going to pave, in a few hours.

I was going to miss Rohit, Priya, Anushka, Alishka, everyone. Life would never be the same, without these guys around me. A lacuna would be created.

Our second test- 'Resistance of the Distance', had officially begun. Within a day from inauguration, I started to feel, 'This is not going to be easy.' This lapse is our new villain. All we have to do is keep ourselves united at all points of time.

We had no other option, but to face it. I had also kicked he thoughts, of being with Annandi. I got acquainted with some of her dirty facts. Out of which some were – Using boys, being flirt, misusing her body, play with emotions and work on other's instructions and orders blindly, like a robot.

All his amalgamated, made me realize, she is not the one for me. 'Her memories have to be eradicated, out of my heart and mind.' It was time to move on. Agreed this was my third attempt, that I have tried to move on, and ended up falling for her more deeply, but this time, I would spend time with Sonia, and eliminate Annandi's thoughts from my heart and mind.                           -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------